Sorry, I changed my mind

I know I promised but I'm taking it back. I don't feel comfortable and I don't know enough steady people to do it so I changed my mind. (Thanks for your understanding and if you don't understand too bad.)

 

I'll give a guess: Are you talking about posting your picture?

 

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Yeah, I've given it some thought and yeah I just feel it wouldn't be comfortable for me.

 

Hey, I'm not knocking you! It took me 2 years to feel comfortable with it and Thank the Goddesses, Peanuts was the first to post a comment. THERE are a lot of young, trim, pretty girls on this site. It can be intimidating.

 

And where are the pictures of you? I'm sure you're a cutie!

 

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It's not so much that. It's kind the way people are. I know it happens to everyone but it's really annoying. I try to get to know people sometimes with my posts. I like to learn about people so that I can feel more at ease. I will write a topic and mystical ,lyndsey, trish , you and a few others will will respond. (Sometimes I'll get 1 person to respond which is usally mystical or lydsey.) It doesn't bother me that I'm not popular but it does bother me when someone will wait a couple of weeks and write the exact same topic and get like 3 pages of response. I guess you wonder why this bothers me. Well, it's because I can understand when people aren't interested in the subject, I'll ajust and try to make something new and more interesting. What I don't understand is why I ask the same question and get almost no response and someone else will write it and get tons. I then begain to feel like it's me. (Call me crazy but it's true.) The only way I can know people is by what they write and the way they write shows me kind of how they feel about me. (I'm a real out-there type of person and when I meet people for the first time in public I usually make a friend. It's kind of hard on here because everyone is visual. I see by words wher others see by pictures. I just figure that since people don't respond that it's one of two things. Either they are waiting to "see" what type of person I am or they just aren't turned on by me which is a turn off in any case. I rather people just get to know me by words. I know it's not as fun as judging my looks but it's more comfortable for me. I hope this wasn't too long and boring to read.

 

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Thanks, I was cute when I was 4 but I'm ok looking now lol.

 

Well, I was talking to Colenzo. HaHahhahahah - I've been laughing (WITH him, of course!) about him being this eviiiillll male model. hahahahahhahaha. I don't mind personally if people don't have a picture - I find I make one for myself in my mind. But I have to say that the girls here that I find exceptionally beautiful - It's their personality and their acceptance of their own looks that I find attractive.

FunkyPhresh
HippyFreek2004
Fleassy
KJHippieLove
Peanuts
KozmicBlue
Hippievixen

are just some of them.

 

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You look cute. You kind of look like Damian from the Omen.(Don't be insulted 'cause that's my favorite movie and even though I said you look like him doesn't mean I think you look like the Devil lol. Seriously, I can believe you when you say you are a male model.

 

SEE!?! just as I thought - a real cutie!

 

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Ib don't know if I was ugly or not but everybody knew me and I could be friends with anyone. I don't care about looks and most of the people I was around didn't care too much either. Where my problem lies is in people really listening to what I say. I know they try but they don't really get it.For instance, I made a remark about not posting pictures because I didn't feel comfortable. I had a well meaning person remark about looks and when I mentioned it wasn't looks but something else, I had someone else mention looks. (It's not looks.) I feel like some people need to "see" what I look like before you will make my aquaintance. I feel that you pretty much know me from what I write. (Good, bad, happy, sad, or annoying, I am what I am lol.) I feel society is like: put match the face with the personality and I'm more like get to know the personality and the face will come later.

 

i'm very surprised you would say that bellfire, i always love your threads i actually look for them 'cause they're always interesting, you're like my favorite person here that i don't know

 

why can't I see the photo?

 

i only asked about your pictures in that other thread because i was curious is all. but i dont mind if you dont post them, its not really all that important. if you have negative feelings about it then dont do it and dont worry.

 

I can understand how you feel. It took me a few years until I was comfortable enough to post my picture.

 

Originally Posted by honeyhannah
i'm very surprised you would say that bellfire, i always love your threads i actually look for them 'cause they're always interesting, you're like my favorite person here that i don't know

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Well I thank you botth and I always enjoy hearing from you. I guess I just get the feeling sometimes that some people never really hear me. It's like the time I was talking to this guy and 3 weeks later someone told the guy the same thing I had told him and he acted like it was the first time he ever heard it. After awhile you begain to think, hey! I'm not that interesting lol.

 

Heh, memories

 

I read your threads, but honestly i have a hard time understanding you. Your thread's are very jumbled at time's and never really a point, and well it confuse's me:& but i'm blonde so a lot of things confuse me...

 

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I just try to get everything out and sometimes I make it really long. (I try to see who is really listening and who is trying to crib note me lol.) People have to read everything or it will sound weird lol.

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Well? I try to give everyone an even chance. I treat everyone the same until I like them or I dislike them. When I like you I can talk you to death but if I don't like you then you won't even hear me breathing hard. I try not to hold grudges but I have a hot temper. I come from a family of yellers and I'm not the loudest but I am the most sarcastic. Sometimes I can be the classiest person ever and sometimes you'd have to much the gutter to get my ideals out of it lol. I'm happy go lucky, passionate, loud, funny, smart and outspoken. (Not in that order and some may not believe that all apply lol.) I love talker, jokers, and people full of more bull than horney cow.