Ok, so recently I've come out as bi to a small group of my friends who go to a different college than I. The main reason I decided to come out is because I developed a crush of sorts on one of my best friend's friends whom she met at this college who is a lesbian. However, this crush felt a lot stronger than normal crushes.....so strong that I felt this would be a good time to come out. We just immediately clicked when we met, our chemistry is incredible, and we have so much in common. I came out to my best friend at a party, and she was totally cool with it and I explained to her that I had a massive crush on her friend. She told me that her friend also liked me, but figured I was straight. Fast forward a month or two, we all hung out again, and everyone fell asleep except my crush and I. We stayed up all night talking about anything and everything, and eventually ended up confessing our feelings for each other. After that was done, she gave me a kiss on the forehead, and we went to bed. Fast forward again to this past weekend. I finally got the opportunity to visit my friend and my love interest's college (ever since that night, we talked, we have been constantly texting each other and facebook chatting, since her college is about two hours from mine). Friday we all just hung out, and that night, my love interest and I slept on the same air mattress. We spent the entire night just cuddling....I don't think she ever fell asleep. We then spent Saturday hanging out and went out to a club. Here's where the story gets good (well...for me at least). We again slept on the same airmattress and spent the night cuddling. However, in the morning, we woke up before anyone else did (my friend and her roomate where asleep in their room, me and my crush were in the living room and the air matress, and my other friend who visited with me was on the futon. We spent a good hour or so just laying on the mattress awake cuddling/flirting. Eventually, she told me she had a dilemma. I asked what it was and she said that she wanted to kiss me but wasn't sure if I wanted to or not (I thought this was adorable). I said "of course I do"....and then we preceeded to play fight over who would start it. I ended up "annoying" her to the point where she leaned over on top of me and proceeded to kiss me. Now a side note, I'm twenty....and have only kissed one other person (a male I was dating) before....and even then, it was just short pecks. However, with this kiss....it was completely different. We both kissed with so much passion (with a sense of urgency almost). It felt like we had both been waiting our entire lives for a kiss like this. It was incredible, and my first passionate kiss session was well under way. However, after about 15 seconds in, my friend on the couch started to wake up....and she quickly rolled off me, and we preceeded to tell him good morning (as if we were just sitting there talking, waiting for everyone to wake up). I was so bummed out that we didn't get to finish; however, at the same time, I was sooooooo full of joy that we finally got to share our first kiss, even though it was short-lived. We never got the opportunity to have alone time again before I left. Right before we left, she had to go to a meeting, and was telling us her goodbyes. I reached my arms out for her to pull me up off the chair I was laying on, but instead, she ignored that and laid on top of me. She then gave me a massive hug and a kiss on the cheek goodbye (Again, adorable). I'm now at home, still in a state of ecstasy over what happened (even though our time was cut drastically story by our friend waking up). I feel like we've got something really good going on, and I really wanted to share this story with somebody...so I figured what better place than this blog.
Enjoy the moment. My first kiss with a woman was very similar. No better feeling...and ya never forget it. Well wishes for you both.
