Talk about your life.

What's going on for you right now? How are you feeling? How is your love life? How do you feel about your job? /where you live?

I don't feel like talking about mine, just hearing about yours :cheers2:

 

My life is super. I quit drinking about 5-6 weeks ago. I am starting to feel normal again. Love life is amazing. My singing is making huge progress. Financially very stable. Just overall enjoying living the dream. I have become what I set out to become when I was a young man. I am starting to look at the next phase of my development and trying to decide which direction I should take. Life is good!!

 

Sort of the opposite of Wild Mountain Dave...

 

ewww, that sucks. Sorry to hear it.

 

Glad to hear it man. Sobriety, I imagine, is probably one of the most refreshing feelings in the world! Good luck with your singing - my dad was a singer all throughout his 20's and 30's :cheers2:

 

thinking about stopping my psycho meds. it's just not worth the side effects. yeah, i get hallucinations and little temporary delusions, but the meds don't seem to cut back on that a whole lot. but they do make me not able to sit still, not able to stay in one place for more than an hour cept for bed, make me pace, feel like frankenstein, and slow me down a bit. i do feel like theyre somehow giving me confidence and cutting back on my social anxiety, however, they are giving me some sort of overall anxiety shit. helping me gain weight too (i've put on about ten pounds in less than a week...no joke). this stuff sucks though. i might be able to finally quit bud once i don't have to worry about these damn side effects. i'm gonna tell my shrink though i think. the least i can do is to be honest with my psychologist.

yeah, i babble about myself like a woman sometimes

 

I might be moving to kansas city missouri in september, I'd leave as soon as I showered off the playa dust from burning man.

 

Hello,

My life is alright.

Could be better, could be a whole lot worse.

Right now I just kinda want the summer to end so that I get to see my friends again.

 

life has been worse, but it has been a hell of a lot better, too. i've been pretty down lately, stressed about money and school, unemployed, and drinking too much. love life is nonexistant and has been for a lot longer than i care to discuss currently.

i need some serious soul searching. i'm about to get a kick in the seat of the pants, i do believe.

i'm ready for the summer to be over so i can have something resembling a healthy social life again, but unfortunately my friends are all going to be moving to the other side of campus, so they're going to be a couple miles away from where i'm living instead of a single block away.

 

Nothing is going on for me right now. I've been spending my time drawing, designing, writing and doing a bit of soul searching. I'm depressed but working through it. I don't want a love life right now, I'm not in a good head space and I don't have the patience for another person outside of family and friends....they are enough at a time like this. I want to scream about my job status. I still haven't found a job and the shitty part time one I have....well I'm off this entire week. :cuss: I really need the money but meh. I live where the sun scorches and the air is thick with humidity.

OH! I've also been saving wildlife lately. Honestly I know reptiles like to get out and get sun but the roads are not the best place for that. I've rescued two turtles, a king snake, and a bird. The bird somehow got stuck in the bird feeder and couldn't figure how to get out. :toetap05:

 

right now i'm trying to get up the energy to walk to the gym, i might find a bike and bike there

i'm feeling really lazy and tired right now but i think it's too late to take a nap

my love life is weird...one guy c i've been dating for a while but he hasn't called me in a while and i haven't seen him in weeks, i don't mind he's nice but i really don't like having sex with him...friend j seems to have a thing for me or at least that's how it comes off every time i see him but he's so socially awkward..buddy d i had a thing for like a year ago and he's been in a relationship with crazy lady and apparently he's breaking up with her and wants to get with me but i don't find him attractive anymore...and the other night i fooled around with a friend of mine but it won't go anywhere but it was nice to have some nukie

i hate my job, my boss is fucking retarded and i don't get enough shifts bartending, most of the time fucktard just wants me to waitress which i fucking hate because 1 it sucks and 2 i don't make enough money to make up for the sucking

and as for where i live, it fucking sucks more and more every day, it is a black hole of shit

 

no job, broke as hell.
no "love life" per se.
all my bud is gone.
feel like i'm in limbo.
my knee hurts.
but it's sunny today and i'm alive so who gives a fuck.

 

it`s ok, i don`t have many responsibilities now.and it is not borring because i have a lot of possibilites .i am glad it is summer , everything is active at summer

 

i don't know where my choices are going to take me. i fucked up with school and now i'm feeling it - but thats just because the economy is bad...its quite possible i'd still be in the same position if i didn't fuck around at school, who knows....but here i am.

my hope to be a firefighter in boston is dwindling, i still might go take an EMT class just go boost my chances, but even then its a long shot, but at least i'd be able to get a good paying job with that - at least i'd hope i would.

also working on getting back to school. really struggling with the decision to stick with my old major or change it completely - if i do change it, i'd be going for exercise science.

i hate washing dishes on the boat - but its a job for now. the management sucks balls, the hours are long. its repetitious and really no room to move up in paygrade, so really no reason for me to even work all that hard or care all that much.

just started the sports camp job which is what i love doing - working with kids.

love life is non existent. uhm, i would like a lady to go out with and what not, but really, right now, i don't even have enough time to sleep as it is with these 2 jobs, so bringing in a lady would just be nonsense.

oh, and with all my non existent time i have, i still have to prepare to go on my wilderness trip in august out near seattle

anything else ya wanna know?

 

Umm...

Well I just passed the worst exam (history exam) of the 1st year on university, so I'm happy as hell. (My feeling - happiness.) I'm also very happy with my relationship, been together for 30 months already. BUT I don't have a job, still looking for some. Fortunately I'm not broke thanks to my scholarship.

 

Life is good. Am self employed and loving it. Love life is awesome. Husband allows me to think I am self-employed instead of a housewife, as I don't make a lot from being creative. That's pretty awesome.
We're movign soon, back to California. It's very exciting and I am ready to get out of this town. Our house is very nice for two people, as is our nerhgborhood, but the town sucks. Plus I can't deal with not beign near the beach.

 

I just passed the sixth month mark of my deployment to iraq, and have at least 6 more months to go. i already took leave so i don't have anything but redeployment to look forward to. that's pretty depressing, and that's about how i feel all the time. i have constant pain in my lower back from the new body armor we have to wear so that kind of sucks too.

at least i'm still alive, that's more than i can say for some people out here. i try not to complain too much for that reason.

my job sucks ass. i was hoping that with the june 30th troop pullout things would calm down, but nope, still doing the exact same thing, and then some.

i don't have a love life. i had a pretty serious girlfriend but she found someone soon after i left. oh well, right?

 

My life is good right now. On the business side of things, everyone in the group is motivated. We're getting recording, mastering, and promoting straight and we're having fun doing it. Our artist development team is finally booking us shows,so we can finally get our faces out there. On the personal side of thing, everyone is getting along! Our social circle continues to grow with quality personalities. Women come and go but, I'm usually able to befriend them enough so that they stick around in the social circle. I live in the studio, at my brodee's and at my patnas house. We travels a whole lizot. Life is awesome right now and only getting better.

 

I'm not totally screwed, but I'm faced with a series of options for what to do next, and each one just seems like a dead end, none of them are offering any sort of long term financial security.

I could fuck of back to Holland, but my parent's are complaining about all my stuff in the loft, so I'd have to risk losing it. They have already thrown out some of my shit because it's apparently taking up too much space.

I was seriously toying with the idea of just fucking it all off and heading for India, taking what money i have left and possibly using it to bride a local community there to adopt me, and then I'd live in an ashram for the rest of my life cooking potatoes on an open fire and smoking chillums. At least in a situation like that money would mean practically nothing and everyone would look out for everyone else. I met people who have done that last I was there.

But even that option carries with it a great deal of uncertainty.

So at the moment I am stuck in a cycle of getting up, having some breakfast, going out for a bit, coming back and sitting around on the internet talking pish and drinking beer.

It's OK for a while but I am beginning to tire of it.

 

Make the change. Go to India. You may only gain by doing so.