Has anyone else here (I'm sure you have) experienced the life puzzle whilst on acid? As the trip comes on you start to look for abnormality in reality, start picking out colours and shapes, then patterns, more complex patterns. Then realise you are a child growing up. You start to make sense of all the weirdness and begin to understand how infinite can come from nothing. You find you're self having a mental chat with who you believe to be god, you are constantly being enlightened as he is answering all you're questions. You start seeing the big picture and then ask who god is only to find out it was you all along, you are everyone and everything and at the very last moment you stare in to infinity and see everything that ever was and ever will be. Then all you want to do is sleep and start over again. Its an amazing journey.
I've felt very similar feelings as to what you are describing, mine was more along the line of someone rewriting the important moments in my life and meeting different people along the way. I can say it was amazing but also can be very very scary.
Dose anyone know of some literature that sums up the experiance? I know its near enough impossible to explain without experiencing it. I had quotations of sorts run through my head that I felt I had heard before, but trying to research them was difficult. "You need to see the shapes to see the patterns." "All will be made clear." "Its all you."
i had this experience too except it was more like, "you were god all along, but now you just killed you, you killed god, god is the universe, you killed the universe." haha it sucked
