they are taking me

to the doctors

but i dont want to go

 

doctors suck ....[unless they prescribe gobs of quality pain meds ]

 

i could do with some pain meds, im in pain

and im hallucinating

 

I hate my job

 

I am sorry...


hope you feel better soon

 

why are you hallucinating?

do you need your vacines?

 

i dont know why im hallucinating but i woke up this morning and my head was fucked and everything is spinning and im near breaking down coz i cant make sense of anything

 

They can't make you go... Doctor has to have your consent, not theirs..
Unless you are sceduled under the mental health act..

 

doctors suck major ass, I avoid them every chance I get... my heads's all fucked up, I get light-headed all of the time and like to see things (just in the corner of my eye not like full out seeing shit) but it'll probably pass, or I could get used to it, or I could go crazy and go on a killing spree, but whatever happens I figure it's better than seeing the fucking doctor

 

I have been to many doctors and had many tests performed on me...
but the fucking doctors could never find anything....oh well now I'm "crazy"
having a constant pain in your head for 9 months straight might do that....

oh well....

 

Sounds bad maybe you should see a doctor, well i hope you feel better soon sooty, doctor or no doctor.

 

thanks guys

yeah im popped up on pills at the moment so i feel a little better if not deliriously giddy eheheh

 

the drugs are quick...............

 

i took them about an hour ago was gonna take more if this pain in my head didnt go away

 

i am perfectly coherent, i always am, even when im drunk.

i was invisioning things to be moving which werent moving.

 

that could even just be an oddly manifested migraine... I've been a complete nutcase while having a migraine, kept seeing pink in the floor (multicoloured tile stuff, but no pink the next day). Advil good, sleep helps too.

 

I'd be too scared to pop pills that fuck with my mind, I don't trust myself not to get dependant

 

i cant stand pills, i avoid doing them regulary.

 

same here, I was hung over real bad this morning, and I kinda find it strange that I was killing Smirnoff and Root Beer Schnaps but the next morning I wouldn't touch an Advil, went for the cold shower instead... didn't work well but it got better
also if you avoid pills you'll grow stronger and the next headaches won't hurt as much (in theory anyways)

 

thats what I was refering to ...thats why so many tests were done to me
Migraines are not suppose to be a nonstop thing so many catscans and a few MRI's and some lovely shots of steriods to the back of my scull and still the
profesionals don't know jack.......Sooty good luck if it is Migraines or any other headache type of thing I feel for ya.......I once freaked out in a car my first husband was driving because I thought my legs were on fire...not felt like it...but looked like it...........seriously for months I was "crazy"......but they have subsided on their own ...and I only get them a few times a month now

Many of the doctors agreed that I should take pills to help...I have had so many drugs I don't care to try and remeber all the names......but I hate their
drugs so I quit going to the doctors

good luck ...and I hope you feel better soon