(i've been drinking) Good thing i've always been an actor with a tendancy to apply said skill to real life because they keep coming. Im a lucky guy i really am. I've always had low self esteem, it's funny because i've always had a tendancy towards some sort of duality. What i mean is despite my very low self esteem, i've always been kind of full of my self too. Makes no sense, im sure. Cocky insecurity. But there is something i do and i don't want to talk about... shit i wouldnt even be online except the facts that remain, i am lonely, my friends have not been around, im bored shitless. Ahh, fuck it, i'm not going to bother Jinxing things, all im going to say, is im not sure why, but they are always there waiting for me to get excited about life and join me, always.
Well when i say dance, i mean, bring me my red red wine, whilest dancing, but with less clothes... Slap me if i am being anything less then fair.
Oh dear, that makes it sound like the shitbags out there deserve women dancing before them, such is not true. Call me Dionysos, please, i love my choir. And as true as this may be, let this be understood. Women, like man, end up and deserve only that they choose. This is to say, whatever choices a woman makes is theirs to own, and as much as it may be enjoyed or not, to condemn women to take a certain position within a network is unfair, we all create our own future. Having said this, if you would put yourself to dance before me it would be much appreciated.
Right on. Say, what is this thread really about?? It seems like Xac had some deep secret, seemingly dark, that he was going to share, and then thought better of, and now we are all just dancing. Xac? What's up, bro?
This threads about a girl dummy, i just felt weird posting about it online, nothing 'dark' about it, though im not sure if she is now losing interest... no matter. to spell it out, in case people don't understand my cryptic writing, i feel lucky when any girl that i find interesting becomes interested in me, i feel very lucky because in my short life i have had an abundance of opportunities and experiances with women that considering how i sometimes feel about myself i would have never have imagined.
oh don't worry, i cant either. well i kinda can but its only hip swaying and such, not really dancing. and shame on you for not saving me some. :tongue:
Well as much as it is true that i shouldn't have drunk so much, i doubt i could justify to myself giving alcohol to a 16 year old, i couldn't even get away with that here... and the drinking age in Aus is 18. Afraid you're going to have to find your own... im drunk now... God... i am feeling sad for myself.
don't feel sad for yourself that makes me want to punch you in the face xac, you are hot and aussie and awesome ANY girl would be lucky to have you of course they are coming, cause you're fucking awesome they will swarm you if you let them
(im drunk... again.) Women are far less visual, they tend to feel beauty... so while men are running around looking for symatry, women are looking for passion, for a future... i want to be a psychologist... but i am failing... i can't be fucked with high school home work... it is so boring... but i need to do it if i want to go to university... i'd rather discuss with someone the influences of Zoroaster on wester religion but... no one cares... im failing my whole life.
Hey buddy. Are you just feeling guilty because you had meaningless sex? Or is there something deaper going on? How does having sex relate to failing at everything else in your life? I mean, can't you just talk about zoroaster afterwards?
you may have been drunk.. but I think any girl who has caught your attention is with out a doubt a very lucky girl
Oh, it is all so clear now... gosh, I don't know how I missed that form your OP. :huh: Okay, thanks for spelling it out, and congratulations, bro. :leaving:
