this is awkward, but. i'll bring it up.

have you ever caught yourself turning into something you really dont want to be. never expected it, but i noticed how far ive wandered off from myself. just drudging in the decay. i just let it happen..now im turning more aware. striving to get the peace back. trying to get me back. rebuilding is really tough though..how..man it sucks..sigh...well..i was wondering if any of you ever felt or went through this stuff.. just seeing some opinions or some much needed input..sorry..thanks for the time.

drifter.

 

finally come out of the closet?

 

Been there. Still go there sometimes. I wrote something about it once on another thread, if I can find it I'll post a link to it. I think it was something about the second law of thermodynamics and how it applies to all aspects of life.

 

coming out of the closet? oh nothing like that man. im just saying im a bad person. quit being so closed minded dude. seriously. quit assuming too much. anyway, well it's nice to know. im not the only one that's walked down the path of ruin to pull themselves off it and feel like shit for letting themselves slip away. here's to self preservation man. into sacred geometry?

 

Oh yeah I've been there. Well I am there I find myself becoming something that really isn't me. And I'm wanting to be the old me again. But I find it hard to find my true self!

 

Cheers!

Gee, what gave you that idea?

Here's that link. the first part may not apply, but I hope you'll find the second part at least mildly useful.
http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showpost.php?p=360088&postcount=4

 

heh thanks.

 

Homestar Runnner?

 

Did it help at all? The link, I mean.

 

wow. reading that. i have a deep respect for you man, it seems we're quite alike. right on. thanks again.

 

yea it's homestar

 

Just glad to be of use.

 

aye