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This is Aerianne's cleaning fairy. She's asleep now and I'm just getting ready to start cleaning her house.
When I do not have background music on Moony all I hear are my ears pinging off their heads. PINNNGGGGG it's scary sometimes when I think what my hearing may be like when I'm a bit older. All I can think is I've had a fun younger life. The worst is when I will be up in the alps and there is silence. My tinnitus doesn't sound anything natural but more so electric current noises assuming I know what that sounds like and if electric makes noises. But in the forest it is saddening because I should be hearing the ancient voices of spirits and wights that would be surrounding me. So I much prefer cold windy days so I can mask the pinggg with the sound of wind.
I hear trains,, screeching train wheels, and air horns.. rumbling cars.. but I actually like those noises..
I like trains. I used to often just walk with them and see where they took me. When I went to Auschwitz forms visit all I wanted to do was walk out of Birkenau straight down those tracks and explore Poland like my grandparents would have by train except I would be in foot. I have always wanted to do this still with a metal detecting machine and see what I could find. Also I want to do this in Teutoberg forest mainly for 2000 year old armor and weapons, folks find a lot of things in strange places.
Yes. Howmany sounds do you hear? My left ear is my worst ear for before I noticed tinnitus or thought of hearing damage, I would somehow usually end up in the left side of a concert with my left ear facing the speakers. So in my left ear I hear the piiiing, a more electric bghzzbghbghbghhh and then finally a beeping morse code sound. deet deet deeeeet deeeeEeEeeet deetdeet. My right ear just has the ping. But I have heard the morse code in it before. I then took a week away from loud noises. Fixed that.
I guess mine was caused by live music, too. I have a constant high pitched squeal that seems to run equally in both ears. Sometimes, I get a change of tones in one ear or the other for a few seconds. It's like someone changed the frequency and then it goes back to the normal, constant, high pitched squeal. I first noticed it about 5 years ago.
Oh, and, loud noises on the outside such as a dog barking in my ear, or my grandkids screaming near my ear make it much worse for a while.
I noticed mine I guess near 18 months ago but I'd noticed it a lot earlier except I figured since it was always before sleeping that it was just over used for the day and when I awoke it was always gone because I'd never think about it. The moment I thought about it properly one night I woke up and it was there still. I knew something was wrong. It was there 24/7 for a week. I saw doctor and was told it's tinnitus, a warning sign you aren't looking after your ears but your hearing is still quite good. So I thought okay and have been conscious about it ever since. I now don't listen to loud music as long. I wear ear plugs at all music and car racing events. I've done this for 18mths now and it's refreshing to walk from a band and be able to talk normally without WHAT, WHAT MATE WHAT DID YOU SAY??? OH SHIT YEAH BRO. lol. And it doesn't lessen the music any at all.
Bad eyes. Bad ears. Bad knees. Bad back. Bad neck. =[ I've read tinnitus sufferers have a high percentage of suicide rates. Man their pinging must be INSANE! But then I also read that it's often a differing of perceptions so what's quiet to me might be blaring loud for someone else. I can mask my tinnitus is most cases. I usually sleep with a fan on or my phone has sleep machine applications that has noises, I like thundering rain personally but in my new house I have a ceiling fan which is doing fine enough and I've not noticed my tinnitus as much. Perhaps it's the positive energy being released by us in our own place.
I'm not going out to see live shows twice a week like I did back then but it has not improved. I did wear ear plugs for a while when the 4 young grandchildren were all playing loudly indoors in rooms with no carpeting to help absorb the sound. It worked. Now, I have this big dog of my daughters that will "Yap" super loud at me when she wants attention. It's hard to know when she's going to do it but if she's on a roll with the yapping I have to stick some ear plugs in because it does make it so much worse. I haven't had mine checked by a doctor.