Tommorow night I'm

going to have a drink with my boyfriend from freshman year in high school. I haven't seen him since I was 16. I am not interested in anything more than being friends but I think it will be really fun and interesting since we're both grown-ups now and all...well I kinda am. It will be kinda weird too. I mean what if we have nothing to talk about? Plus I was really thin in high school and now I'm not and I used to be really mean in a funny way and now I'm kinda boring. I'm like this whole different person now so I don't know how it's gonna go. But this is a huge step to battle my social anxiety so I'm proud of myself

 

hmmm

my experiences with meeting people from the past, esp. high school: dont do it.

 

ooh sounds exciting! you gotta let us know how it goes

 

Let him put the dick to ya and go home happy!

 

NO!!!!!! I'm a good girl.

 

I think my main squeeze from highschool has two kids now.

 

I hope you have fun lynsey. I am sure you guys will have lots to talk about.

and as for the changing of personalities, well just think, he could weigh 300 lbs and be bald.. ha ha!

 

yeah,
and your glad they arent yours

 

Very much so

 

I hope it goes well for you. For me it's always awkward running into my ex's...... especially since I dated a bunch of girls that ended up going nowhere and etc etc

 

I recently met up with a childhood crush I had from 1971. We had lunch... It was awesome. I knew how to pick em back then.. She sure grew up pretty.

 

I still talk to most of my exs. If you can't be lovers than you might as well be friends. Plus, I only dated great people. Words and titles, man. Girlfriend, wife, friend. Doesn't matter. If they're great they're around. It is very silly to let great people out of your life.

Lynsey how come you have social anxiety?

 

I don't know why I do it's kind of just happened over the past couplke of years.

 

how did it happen, then? Did something happen to you to make you like that? And what does social anxiety mean? Are you afraid of people? Are you just naturally quiet?

You don't really have to answer any of that. Cause realistically, who the fuck am I right? But you never know. Maybe, just maybe, we get married one day.

 

do you know me? just curious as you wouldn't be the first person I knew in person to talk to me anonomously on here. It started because at one time my comfort level was shattered and ever since then I've enjoyed my own company more than the company of others. I just am always afraid somone's going to invade my space or bump into me, or even push me in front of a car or kidnap me. I push myself to get over these silly compulsive thoughts but it's a process.

 

I don't know you. What kind of person would do that?

What shattered your comfort level? How was your life hijacked? And how come you think people are going to hurt you? And what is an invasion of space? Do you feel bad if you bump into people (which is bound to happen)? and is it all the time? or just sometimes?

just curious, I guess.

 

Have fun and just be yourself which by your own words sounds pretty bad.
Kidding!
Last time I met someone from High School I ended up having a three year affair with them.
Best of luck!

 

if I ran into my ex from HS...id vomit...

I ran into someone I went to HS with a year ago, it was weird...

 

sounds like you had the same problem I did... dated a bunch of losers.....