why are you beautiful? why cant your face escape my thoughts? why are you so troubling? why are you everything im not? and for so long, i made you all i ever had. i can watch you now, but only through a broken glass ~~~~~ youve ruined my morning again. youve broken my heart again. every day is the same routine; i wake up and look for your face, only to find im alone again. how long can i endure the suprise of each sunrise without your face shining through
'why are you so troubling?' what is this mean? (my english are not very good, maybe it's something very simple... or it's not?)