very strange reactions to MDMA (need advice)

I will briefly describe my X history so maybe you can help me out better

first time i rolled was the most high i've ever been (and i been around the block) i guess cuz i took 6

every time i done E since then i don't even get high i just feel like i did mad coke. it's like i get sorta nice but i'm not high and it's not crazy. i've done everything from sit around to go to tight parties and it's never sweet. i know i'm not just getting bad E cuz i've taken the same E that didn't get me fucked up, but then taken it with acid and rolled insane face. like when i candyflip i roll like it was my first time. i just never roll unless i'm tripping (and my first time). these doses that don't get me high range from 1-3 pills, i even did molly once and i didn't get high.

my question i guess is like, i thought everybody loved ecstasy, but when i take it with my gf and other friends nobody even has fun we all just sit there like crackheads, but then when i candyflip its like 20 times more crazy than K hole and i roll like it was my first time and i trip way harder than a normal acid trip. should i just not take E by itself or am i doing somethign wrong. any thoughts?

 

heres an idea, stop taking so many drugs

 

the only thing you're doing wrong is you're doing wayyyy too much drugs, and that is harming your ability to enjoy drugs.

More specifically, your MDMA (we will assume that that is what is in your pills, although a much simpler explanation for whats happening 90% of the time is youre taking methbombs) consumption is probably way too high and your brain has reacted to that by retracting your serotonin receptors to the point now where you only are able to roll (that is, experience a flood of serotonin) when your senses towards all things are greatly enhanced (as per LSD).

in short, stop doing anything for 3 months and then try with 100mg of mdma or 1 good pill.

 

Yeah man. Your brain is rotting.

 

your bodymust have been fucked after your first roll, since you took 6. I can take 1 pill of mdma and roll face. Thats considering it's pure.

 

Do you take anti depressants? If so that will sometimes block the MDMA