this is the longest I've gone without sexual intercourse since I lost my virginity in the first place, so I guess I feel sort of like a virgin. except at this moment I don't care much about sex and when I was a virgin it was all I thought about.
I'm a virgin..... the real kind, nothing beyond medium heavy petting (not heavy heavy petting) and only one episode of that. so, yeah....
what's with "heavy petting"? it means feeling some lad or lass up, innit? I've heard or read that in a million places and I guess it's pretty self explanatory.
well, think heavy petting with no contact to anything that you wouldn't ordinarily touch while being polite and excessively touchy..... so, no, no feeling up, thus the medium....
sometimes column A, sometimes column B like right now, I could go and get sex, but I don't want to because I have yet to resolve my feelings about my ex... and, further, I have yet to begin caring about myself to start a new relationship, so it would seem unfair, and I'd probably be an asshole, using another person (I could of course find a chick who would use me for sex, also relatively easily, but then I'd end up feeling used, and that's never fun)
it's not niceness, it's that even her friendship is more important to me than temporary physical eddification. and, I really am not ready for a relationship. and I don't want to have sex with someon eI don't love, which further complicates matters right now, there are only two women on this earth I would say yes to if they asked me to have sex with them.
I would rather be a virgin than someone that has sex maybe 2 or 3 times in a year and then has to wait another 2 years and so on and so on.