Weird thoughts/What is life?

I always question if im acting normal. im like wait is this normal? or did that really just happen? or is this acceptable?? Ive been thinking lately that life is just a game. I just zone out, look into the sky and find life so weird. Like days are weird, and how theres night and you have so much time in a day then you do it over again and theres just people on this earth. Who are people?? I know this sounds crazy but i can t really explain it. I think like this when i get high or sometimes just randomly im like why am i here? what is this?

 

it's cool huh

 

no its depressing and its like im realizing thats life is just a deceitful game created to mess with our heads and we just die in the end.

 

Life is what it is.

What do you mean by it being a deceitful game? You can make what you want out of your game - then it won't be as deceitful.

 

if so, could you find room to have fun while you're still alive in it? are there moments/experiences you found meaningful, touching, etc..

 

if you cannot be happy, be content. life is really weird and fucked up. society is so backwards sometimes, you just wish your head would explode. i know how it is. just keep plugging along, and try to find joy in everyday things.

 

Which end?!

I like your question "Who are people?"

 

that happens to me when I think to much like...why am i here...what the fuck is the use of living...what am i suppose to do???

 

The world is like a ride at an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it’s real, because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round, it has thrills and chills and it’s very brightly colored and it’s very loud and it’s fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, “Hey – don’t worry, don’t be afraid, ever, because, this is just a ride.” And we…kill those people. “Shut him up. We have a lot invested in this ride! Shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry…look at my big bank account…and my family…this has to be real.” It’s just a ride. But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok…
But it doesn’t matter because: it’s just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It’s only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money; a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off; the eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one. Here’s what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride – take all that money that we spend on weapons and defense each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace.

 

go back to sleep lil monkey, you are dreaming...

 

That's like my favorite bill hicks passage!

 

who is doing the deception? who is being deceived? what are the motives?

perhaps you are drawing a conclusion from insufficient data, interpreting 10% of a painting.

i read your first post in a positive way. i feel the same way. social expectations are a big ?. Often people do things and im like, wait, is this now ok? what is ok? ok is just what people around the event say is ok . . . so really it's nothing but consensus.

life is wildcard, ok is just what you can get away with

people are like you, maybe they are walking around thinking "what the fuck lol" just like you, or maybe they are oblivious to the wtf factor of this all

everyone is a universe

you will find that life will turn black, and white, and black, many times, as you see new aspects, as you learn new ways to look, as the looker grows

i am not preaching or condescending, i humbly hope that perhaps this could be called 'teaching' but that is even a little strong. i am telling you i have been here, in my way, and i have learned things after this, in "my" after. you too will have an "after", this i know

 

Idk what your talking about I just winged that up on the spot

 

This is the deceit thing the op is touching upon.

 

Idk where he gets these ideas about people......

 

Just live and exist. you can't figure out the secrets of the universe and creation and purpose. All you know if your born your here and this is how stuff works. Our brains are not powerful enough to figure out anything. We can dream and imagine stuff. but that's not real it's just what we are creating in our minds. reality is far beyond anything a human brain can comprehend. We will only find out once we die.

 

Life is comprised of intentions, motives and perception.
Those are all under your complete control at all times regardless what your circumstances or environment may suggest.

Intentions and motive dictate what you put out into the world.
Perception dictates what you take from it.
Every day you have the choice of how you want to perceive it and how you want to interact with it.

Don't be depressed, but rather revel in the awe and glory of each day and life in all it's wondrous manifestations.
Always try to hold onto wonder, reverence and gratitude as your rudder to guide you through the ocean of experience we are all a part of called "Life".

No need to try to explain further what your feeling, we all have the same feelings at times in our lives. It part of the whole package.

True freedom and "living" is gained by learning that the valley's are just as beautiful and needed as the mountaintops and being grateful for both.
The ups and downs of life just are. They are neutral and indifferent to us.
It is how we perceive and react to them that defines us

It rains on the just and the unjust alike. Will you complain about getting wet, or give thanks for the water that helps replenish the Earth and all life?
It's all a matter of perspective, and completely within your control. Thats the magic and the secret.

 

You are a fucking weirdo flower

 

"42" is the answer to all of your questions, confusions, and curiosities.

 

ahh god i feel so little when i think about stuff like that. Just put my head under a running faucet and clog the sink. Lifes a great thing.