Weird Warm Feeling

This story is going to sound a bit odd, but I want some feedback. I got diagnosed with a rare form of bone cancer in November of 2002. I had a very rough couple of years. I got hooked on the pain medication that I was on and had entered into a dark phase of my life. I was alone. Now, I have always been very spiritual and very into meditation. I started to meditate and occasionally do DXM or LSD for the mind enhancing effects. I noticed a very warm, tingly feeling from my toes up to my waist. It is BLISSFUL. There are no words for it. I couldn’t move it was so beautiful. I had a few suicide attempts afterwards and have since become much healthier.

Now I have always been a bit of a conspiracy theorist and while I was online one day I came across the term “starseed/starchild.” I was shocked to learn that I was in the category of starseed. It was a great feeling. If you Google “The Galactic Federation Of Light” you’ll see what I mean. Anyway, one day I decided to do some DXM again. I took it and tripped like I usually would, except it lasted a lot longer and felt different, almost like DMT. When I woke up in the morning, it was STILL THERE! The majority of the effects were worn off with the exception of the warm, tingly, feeling. I came across a meditation that is supposed to activate your pineal gland and I did it. I still have this feeling, it’s wonderful. It feels like a warm syrup in flowing through my whole body and I feel amazing, better than an orgasm. I just don’t know what it is, but I don’t mind. Any feedback would be appreciated.