so i ran into my ol highschool friend twitty the other day & i guess hes dying from a brain tumor. im not really sad because that fool wouldnt have made it past 30 anyways. but you should see him!! he totally doesnt give a fuck that hes dying. i was just like damn hes a fucken soldier. how can people do it?? i would be such a mess if i knew or even thought i was gonna die. some people are weird or maybe he just truly has a death wish
^ he was one of them people. he always lived like he was gonna die tomorrow. haha i always thought his reckless behavior would be the death of him but i thought wrong, maybe that wasnt meant to be th death of him.
Maybe he had a feeling he wasn't gonna live long, so he lived the way he wanted to live, knowing he didn't have much time. Every year, I always feel as though I will not make it to the next. It kinda sucks, but it's very liberating. I used to not give a fuck if I made it to the next year or not; I didn't want to die, but I didn't really care if I lived either. Now that I have found my fiance, I want to be around as long as I can. I have even discontinued frequent xanax binges. I still get the feeling I won't live to see 30, though.
The list of famous people who suffered from brain tumors is almost endless including Serial Sniper Charles Whitman. The tumor was discovered during autopsy :H Hotwater
maybe thats what made that dude a serial killer to begin with. my dads ex wife went crazy after they had been married for 25 years. they were highschool sweethearts & had three daughters together (no im not one of them lol) but anyways one day she just got all weird & kicked him out and wouldnt let him see his kids. he was living in a trailer on the farm where he worked. then a few years later she dropped dead & it was discovered that she had a brain tumor in the part of her brain that affected personality. true story people who knows, maybe thats even the case with twitty. hes always been pretty crazy, hence his name. and god knows how long hes had that tumor
i didnt think of that. hahaaha but if anyone ever insinuated that he is the way he is because of a tumor he would probably piss on them.
how do you even know you have a brain tumour? I mean, signs before you go and get the mri or whatever
Actress Nell Carter also died of a brain tumor (Really) But in her case when they performed the autopsy they discovered she had eaten Emanuel Lewis :leaving: Hotwater
About the original post, I don't think I would care either... There are definitely things I've always wanted to do but never got the chance to, but I've always lived as much as I was able to at a given time in my life, and taken chances and done things many people would never even try... If I found out I had cancer I wouldn't even try to fight it, I'd just go buy a motorcycle and race the shit out of it like there's no tomorrow Well I do come from a military family though and most of them seem kind of fearless and crazy so I guess it runs in the family
I don't know how some people can be so laid back about something like that. I'm absolutely terrified of dying because I have so much living I want to do! I love life and the thought of leaving is just too much for me to bear at this stage. Sure, it's an inevitable fact of living that we all die someday but I hope that someday for me is a long, long, looooong way off. I already cheated death once, I wasn't about to let it take me yet. I think sometimes, people give up on life, they don't have much of a desire or drive to continue on, they just aren't happy, figure maybe death will be a welcome change when they're hurting so deeply (emotionally). I don't know. I couldn't imagine being diagnosed with something like that and being so casual about it. I'd be a mess.
