What do you hate about yourself?

So you don't care because someone is so void to you it's like they don't have feelings? That doesn't make sense to me. Like purposely not caring about your karma?

 

The premise to this (I think) is that everyone buys into the existence karma and not everyone does. To purposefully not care about something one must first acknowledge that it exists.

NP's assertion that he knowingly hurts people and doesn't care carries some weight with me as I've seen his frequent use of words as blunt instruments- directed at folks who seem to need a wake-up call to some degree... so it doesn't seem random.

I've had to stop processing what other people say and do through my own moral/ethical filter because doing so empowers those deeds and words to piss me off. Why should I hand over the power to fuck up my state of mind? Besides, it's not my place to judge people.

 

That's what I've been trying to find. Interesting you articulated it so well. You are absolutely correct though. You give me confidence in myself.

 

I don't give you anything you don't already have.

 

I hate my guts.

 

sometimes i feel like a bit of an overachiever and that i take on/commit myself to too many things

 

yep

 

Thats not true at all The thing is if you were gone it would be too late to realize that there are a load of people that would be affected by it. Close friends will almost always come and go... not for good but everyone has their own battles within and sometimes have to seclude themselves from everything and everyone. Sometimes its a good thing to take a step back and look upon everything that is so you can stop taking things for granted.

I see you almost everyday and you know some of the battles that Im facing and believe it or not knowing that you were once so dear in my life and still are (but the situation Ive put myself in doesnt allow the communication between us that I would long to have) has allowed me to see some rays of sunshine when all I was seeing are storm clouds crowding the sky.

You've been an inspiration in my life and Im sorry for everything thats happened but you are liked by many.. have a neice and nephew, sister, brother, mom and dad that love the hell out of you! Take time to remember the little things because in the end they always make the difference

 

I hate that I wouldn't die for anyone... In fact, the only person I have ever told is my mother, and she said she felt the same way. We had an uncomfortable giggle together.

 

haha. and who told you you had to die for anyone? you should live for people instead.

 

i hate how fast my nose hair grows. by the time i'm an old man, i'll have a full beard coming out of my nose.

 

Send me a picture

 

Don't Send Me One...:ack2:.



Cheers Glen.

 

I hate the fact my theighs are inproportional to the rest of my body, I have a skinny top half and then big theighs!

 

Ah, no one, but you know... People admire self-sacrifice. They don't so much like the strapping young kid climbing a tree and leaving the little old lady to get eaten by tigers.

 

Sounds like fairy tale to me.

 

I'm pretty great, but after this thread, I certainly think a lot less of the rest of you.

 

shup boosh.

 

Haha. Shup sounds like shut up real fast.

 

People ought to focus on positive things. If it's something you can change about yourself then do it... otherwise don't make yourself the victim of something you can't do anything about.

People spend way too much time fixating on negative shit. If you have so much free time that you can look for things to be down about then you should get a hobby- or acquire a skill that will make you think better about yourself.

 

That reminds me of how I hate the way I buy things I dont need on ebay

yesterday I ordered a fisheye lens for my camera that I rarely use.