I think the title is self explanatory. Mine is confusion or at the present moment is confusion. I hate it when I dont know/understand what's going on, when I cant define what is that I really think. It makes me crazy, because I spend a lot of time obsessing over the same things and I usually have two opposite ideas that I think of as equally true, so there's a lot of thinking going on, but not actually getting anywhere. I think I need a cig and I have none and there's melting snow and slippery ice on the way there and I was just down there, but didnt get any
Resentment. Fear is perfectly fine by me, actually. Self-pitying emptiness is also very tough. But I can cry my way out of it. With resentment, there isn't much I can do.
I dont really ever feel resentment, even in situation when I probably should. I'm usually better at directing negative emotions to my own person, instead of others. Fear is sometimes ok, it depends, because fear to me always comes with confusion and that kind I dont like. I guess the fear is caused by my mind not being clear. Self pitying emptiness is actually what I feel, instead of resentment. It usually doesnt last very long though, I can seem to be able to distract myself from it.
If I feel like I missed out on something I cant bear it, so I always jump head first into things and have to join in
Dread I actually enjoy a bit, I guess it depends on what its causing it. When I was younger I used to HATE feeling like I missed out on something, now I rarely feel like I'm missing our... or I do? (I'm telling you, Im confused!) I cant talk about setting a bad example in front of my son or opiate withdrawal, because I dont know how that feels like. I do know that once I felt like I was a bad example to a friend and it made me feel really bad, even now that I think about it, still makes me feel bad, so I guess that x 1000000, is kinda what it feels like when is your son or daughter.
Anxiety again for me comes with confusion. I hate it, yesterday I was flying from Santo Domingo back to Ottawa and I was so anxious about it. Not the flight, I love flying, but to return here, I couldnt stop shaking my right leg. It was crazy, I felt like when I would do too much coke and I would sit down and my leg would start to shake and I couldnt stop it. It's not fun and even less when you are sober.
- Anxiety - Discomfort I absolutely hate the second one, when I feel something is not right and when I don't feel comfortable, because of the environement or how things are. You guys ever felt that? That just hits me pretty well..
anxiety/nervousness. i hate that. i also tend to get panic attacks from anxiety (well, the start of them, i havent had a full fledged one in years now thankfully)
Jealousy. I hate it. Yeah, it happens. I really despise feeling jealous of anybody. Lately I find myself envious of a close friend's new boyfriend. It's not that I want to be with her or anything, it's just that now she has somebody else to spend her time with and I feel a little left out. I know that sad and pathetic to feel like this and that is why I hate jealousy most of all. It's a ridiculous emotion.
Nervousness... Only one I have trouble with.... and if it gets there, anxiety, but thats not a common occurence
the feeling of not being able to accomplish something.. (ex. a simple task, my homework..) because my brain is too preoccupied with a bunch of things... and gets distracted wayy too easily.. and paranoia too i suppose.. and, being too cold, and being too hot