whats so wrong about suicide?

honestly, i would like to have control at least over my death. and when there is really no point in just going from one bad situation in life to another then why even go on?

 

well if you have anyone that cares about you or relies on you for anything, it's a damn selfish pussy thing to do.

otherwise, i don't see any major problem... it's stupid because it's so final; it may seem like a good idea at the time, but afterwards you can't change your mind.

it's frowned upon by christians because it is considered a sin. i don't know the origins of this, but i'm assuming it's either based on my first point here, the fact that the dead don't tithe, or some combination of the two...

 

I have no problem with it.

I too, may end my life prior to becoming a vegetable.

 

I was seriously thinking about going into the field of assisted suicide...as the assitee of course...

 

Ditto.

 

its the attempt at suicide that doesnt work which will fuck you up.
I know a guy who hung himself, didnt work, he is a complete vegetable. Another girl I knew tried for years to kill herself, she drank lye, slit her wrists, took pills, finally she ended up shooting herself in the head. the lye made it where she couldnt talk anymore.

Suicide is the pussy way out of life.

 

Ain't nothin' wrong with suicide.

Population control! Can't have people who are bummin' around all depressed.

If the meds don't help, then you might as well off yourself. A depressed person does not keep the economy a-kickin'.

 

i think its week to kill ones self and if some one in my life were to do it i wouldnt honor thaire death it sounds fucked up but its how i feel

 

There's only one thing that's wrong.

And that's the fact that things can always get better. I don't believe in an afterlife. So that means in my mind, suicide is the waste of the greatest gift we could have ever received by almost impossible odds.

Lifes a fucking miracle. Don't let some girlfriend doesn't love you bullshit convince you otherwise.

 

the families pay the price for years and years always wondering why that person did it.

 

as long as you keep them buying that zoloft...

 

my fam wouldnt care past a year so maby thats why i feel like its a waist of time

 

its not always the pussy way out of life. for all you know i might not be depressed at all. i might just be feeling like im kinda done with life. i mena, thats not my situation though. im just sick of letting drugs control my life and watching my friends die one by one. sick of having girls lead me on and fuck with my head. sick of doing the exact same thing every day. wake up; shower; eat; get 40s; drink; get some heroin; go home and do the heroin; pass out; do it all over again the next day. fridays are only different cause im usually on acid.
im just sick of life. although i probably wont kill myself cause im too much of a pussy to pull the trigger....

 

Hell, if the Zoloft doesn't help, then might as well have them off themselves.

They're only gonna be stealing money through welfare.

Change your life if you're tired of it. All of the behaviors that you described are changeable ones. No external circumstances are stopping you from changing them. It's all within your power and within your reach.

 

i could never put forin man maid chemicles into ma body

 

it's a lot easier to change your life and see how that goes than it is to kill yourself then change your life...

 

I no longer want to assist in suicides. I want to be a funeral coordinator.

 

yea ive been thinking about goin to the doctor to take anti depressants.

 

you are 17 and already bored with life? you havent even begun to live life. there are so many great things ahed of you. Like Rubin said, everything you mentioned that you are sick of, can be changed by you wanting to change them. You are young enough to make that change now.

The drug usage is beyond ridiculous and is probably the brunt of these feelings. (no i am not preaching but damn, 17 and doing heroin? WTH?)

ya dont pull the trigger, you are somebody in this world and there are people who love and care about you. Its not fair to them.

 

Might wanna get off the heroin first...

Anti-depressants are not always the answer... but hell, they might help you.

You might really want to get new friends, or just to take some time away from everything and consider some solitude and introspective thinking.

Maybe get a time consuming job that would keep you busy and keep your mind off things.