Whats your drug of choice? Explain why.

:toetap05:Mine was DXM before I became sober. But I shit you not it was the biggest mistake I ever made in my entire life. :toetap05:

 

Hey you didn't explain why!

 

^that's true. why was it your DOC? why was it the worst mistake of your entire life?

wellllllll, i have to say for me, DXM is the drug i do most often, i enjoy the trip but the primary reason is that it's most available.

in terms of my favorite drug that i would prefer to be doing the most? as of right now, probably oxy or hydromorphone, any strong opiate really. psychedelics are definitely my favorite and molly was beyond words, but as far as a drug that i could do a lot of and not be totally fried within months, opiates would be my choice.

 

I see. Yes I definately agree with you. Thats one of the reason's I did DXM alot. Because you could get it anywhere before they put them behind the counter. I never paid for them soooo.. Ha. Anything that was free was my thing. My family doesn't make alot of money..

I enjoyed just the feeling and knowing that nothing mattered. Sometimes I would be tripping and just forget how fast the world was moving by. Staying locked in your own head for months at a time is something that isn't a pleasant experience.

The reason it was the worst mistake was because, I fried my brain. It did serious damage to me and i'm still recovering.

I would also say that opiates with weed was my most favorite now. Even though I only smoke and don't do opiates. I would do that if i had the chance again. No lie. It just feeels so good ha. It makes me happy and everything seems peaceful. I guess its just a way for me to block out this harmful and cruel world.. Ha.

DXM was my DOC. I made me look at things differently. Like for instance, Seeing my friend's legs in pieces all over my bed while i'm at a high fourth plateau. lol.. What a memory.. and in seconds they were back together.. Funny thing is.. I was trying to put them back together and my friend was freaking out asking.." What the fuck are you doing?!" lol... Good times.

 

imo, dissociative damage seems to be the worst kind of damage you can do to your brain. the disconnection, apathy, emptiness is brutal. the most lifeless thing i've ever experienced. and my use was heavy but not THAT bad. i'm definitely not back to normal but i'm gettin' there, i think. but, my stealing plenty of bottles caused my local CVS to also put them behind the counter that i'm almost proud of, for doing single-handedly almost...

i have a theory that, because DXM is distantly related to opiates, it shares some of the same properties that make it addictive. that, coupled with the fact that it's so easy to get and easy to do, is BAD news for someone who really digs the trip.

before DXM, were you a naturally introspective person? or reserved? i also think that DXM is very attractive for people who are already used to retracting into themselves, and who find comfort in their own mind away from the world. drugs do that anyway but DXM takes that idea very literally. that was the case for me, at least...

 

I hated DXM, it made me feel like shit, no possitive feelings or any sort of trip, just like I had the flu.

I stick to weed, the odd roll, and psycedelic.

 

yeah dxm seems to have some amazingly variant responses.

i guess it's the kind of thing you either love or hate. or sort of like.

 

Your 100% correct. I don't know anyone that kind of likes the drug.

Also, Walmart and all the drug stores put them behind the counter because I was that bad at it.. But the other day I walked into family dollar and behold.. on the counter.. there sit 20 boxes stacked up.. And my jaw drops only because I know I can't use them ha.

Before I used, I was tormented alot at school. I was the silent and weird type of guy. Well at my first high school. Rednecks would give me hell everyday. When I took DXM, all my problems went away. I was able to go to a place where everything made sense and felt right. When they picked on me while I was on DXM, I took it as a joke. That made things better. So it got worse, i started doing it in real large doses every day.. missed about 40 days of school one year.. Ha. sometimes I would trip on a school night all night till morning when it was time to get up.. Go to school.. Then go home and sleep. But when I Was sober.. I would see things on myspace.. like couples who had been together.. hadn't been together for months and I was just now realizing it.. Girls I had been with.. were now pregnant or some shit.. Friends I hung out with that were hanging out with someone else.. Was dead or some shit.. And I just realized everything was moving on without me.. If I hadn't stopped when I did.. I wouldn't be almost done with college.. I would be a college drop out more than likely, or locked up.. or possibly dead.

Dude i'm a master theif.. Like you have no idea.. I've taught so many people how steal.. I can go in a store and instantly know if its the right time to do it. Stealing skittles is what made me so good at it.

DXM is compared to Ketamine, And one of the ingrediants are used to make PCP. I've did both but they didn't, in my mind, compare to DXM like people said. DXM enhanced the feelings of happiness.. So hence why I was always wanting to do it.. I also could bond more with friends I know and get to know their soul rather their body. Its really something I can't describe.. When I lost a friend I tripped with, I felt so bad.. Like a piece of my spirit was gone with them. Lost as in, The moved, Moved on to other friends, or just stopped hanging out with me.. Someone I did this with alot.. We just started talking again recently after a year and we even hung out 2nite.. He is like the brother I never had.. We always know what each other is going to say or what we are thinking. Its insane.. I can't describe it. We were born together though.. Sooo. Ha. We tripped so many times and that brought us so much closer together.. Go locked up together.. smoked, got drunk, jumped somebody, had our first orgy for our first time together. Ha. Its crazy. You catch my drift though?

 

Isn't it obvious marijuana is superior to everything.

 

My DOC is weed.

This is very immature.

Stick to weed.

 

Oh I totally agree with you. I smoke every weekend.. as long as it doesn't get in the way of my life. Ha.

 

My drug of choice is poppy tea, with kratom a strong second. Just because I get a consistent, great feeling. It's always predictable. Side effects a easily manageable as well.

After that, certain dissociatives, particularly N2O and Salvia. Again, a great feeling pretty much every time.

 

Ah, Kratom. Brings back memories. If your into that stuff, you should try belladonna. it isn't bad. But be careful on the dosage..

 

where do you get belladonna from kratom???

 

I have to concur with CherokeeMist. I'm not seeing how Belladonna would appeal to an opiate user. Are you sure you're not thinking of something else?

 

Steroids cuz they are actually useful. Wish they were easy to get but then again you cant exactly grow them can you.

 

Well honestly, I used to combine opiates[AKA Hydrocodone, Lortabs] with belladonna.. I did that with alot of psychadelic plants. But I did it the most with belladonna. Very Peaceful! Should try.

 

belladonna is most definitely not a psychedelic, it is a powerful deleriant. what kind of doses are you talking about, hippie child? i've heard that *very* low doses, or low smoked doses provide what may be a relaxing stoning effect. but it's very difficult to accurately dose this plant.

i do know that atropine chemicals are used sometimes to combat opiate nausea though (nausea in general), but these are in pharmaceutical doses not even close to psychoactive levels.

 

I used Belladonna extract. Ha. I pulled some strings because I know someone who knows someone who can get it on a daily basis.

I took it in very high doses. I'm not talking about the doses to where it makes you feel like your on motion sickness pills. But the kind of dose that makes you think your at a party with 30 people and nobody is really there. Ha. But of course I always had a sitter to make sure I wasn't doing nothing stupid.

Let me say this, My brain chemistry is altered differently than any other human being on the planet thanks to DXM so nobody knows how my body will react to drugs in general. I just have to experiment and see.

 

Let's see if I can remember.

Scolopamine is the active chemical in belladonna.

It is used in pillies for stomach discomfort.

I think, might be wrong.