i do have a netbook... and yes this is nothing... i feel i'm wasting my life. i have a higher calling.. but don't know what.. and it's making me nuts.
this is your higher calling boog, you reach hundreds if not more people here and spread your wisdom love and joy.... the forums wouldnt be the same without you
maybe... but not to sound rude... but i'm not really getting much outta being 'here' ... sure i love you all... but my daily life is suffering... i am lonely.. and i don't really have any friends... and the anxiety is fed by using the damn computer so much... if i could only translate what i do 'here' to my life...
....Well. You could always go back to high school, it would lead to a series of hilarious events. ...It could also make for a great TV movie... And you could buy a freshmen beer so he can get the special senior girl to the prom.
one things for sure,nothing will change as long as you sit there in front of the computer. time to put the puter down and go discover whats waiting for you in that big big world outside..
i go for bike rides every now and then... sucks being sick so much... i know i use it as an excuse too much. this summer i plan to be busy... and only on this thing when i have absolutly nothing at all to do... it's like i'm waiting for life to start while it's passing me by!!
i'm having a hard enough time with the community service and my anxiety as is! i would like to learn a trade or skill... something i could do on my own terms... i need more therapy...