WOW this fucking sucks

OK first, last week I paid a kid $150 for a 1/4 and got wripped off and i know it, but he was supposed to get me a 1/4 of KB for a party I was having this friday because my parents were going to the Keys for a week. they left tues. on Monday the kids dealer gets caught with my weed and get expelled and they go to search the kid who im getting from's(we'll call him connor) so they search connor's locker that is right next to mine, but he had switched lockers with a girl and his locker that he was useing is in a nother hall. so now that kid cant get me the 1/4 by the specified time so i want my money back, but he cant give me the money beacuse he spent some already, but ni was like "get me my money or i'll break your legs." so monday night i was trying to set up a deal with another friend(jake). jake can get me an oz of dank for 190, which just happened to be how muchhad. so me and jake are texting and i get texted during dinner and my parents get suspicous but dont say anything. so later i got the bed and get up to shower, while im in the shower my parents steal my phone and go through my text messages and see that im trying to buy an oz. so after my shower they want to talk to me and they tell me how dissappionted they are in me(third time i was caught). so they're talking to me and they say im grounded and im thinking in my mind, big deal im still having the party. and then they drop the bomb "go get all you money" no money means no weed, so now i cant have the party and then they tell me that everyone else that i texted that was in on it will have there parents called and my mom is gonna tell them everything, sad part is half the people that are getting a call home are innocent. so now they all will hate me and i'll have no friends. and then i went ot school and im thinking of three things;
1. run away sunday morning which is when they come home
2. grit my teeth and bear it til im 18 and then leave the house for good and never see my faily again
3. kill myself
what should i do?

 

Your profile says your 20.
Whats the deal with that?

 

o i lied about that, im really 15

 

i hope your joking about killing yourself, life is not over cause you lost your friends and cant do drugs. Think of this as a learning experience now you know not to text about drugs and if you do delete them after you get them. If they are really your friends they wont hate you. Im sure they'll be pissed off but they arent gonna stop being friends with you.

 

Your friends won't be THAT pissed if they're reasonable. Theyll be sort of pissed definetly, but it really wasnt your fault aside from that you didn't delete your text messages. I used to have a friend would go home and act like an idiot after acouple shots of liquer, then tell his parents everything that happened and get everyone in trouble for ABSOLUTLEY no reason. He was just stupid, so just apologize to your friends, talk to your parents about not calling the other kids parents but even if they are anyway itll end up alright.

 

dude, your moms a bitch, kick her in the vag.

 

Killing yourself is a way of showing your to weak.

 

ok today alot more shit happened.
first one of my friends Mic was called to the office with my dealer connor, from before, and today i had set up another deal for me to get some today, i still had some cash.but i find out that Mic did nothing but connor was in truoble for drugs and immediatly i think of my deal so im freakin for the rest of the class, so then i talk to him and he tells me that connor had drank an entire bottle of cough syrup on his bus and drop the bottle in the trash and the driver found it and reported it to the school. so then i see another friend of mine and he tells me that he was called down along with about5 other kids from his class(connoor is in his class) so he was searched and came up clean and was sent away, he was the first one to be searched. so at that time all the kids with stuff on them dropped it on a kid named ryan who everyone new wasnt gonna get called down. on kid(james) had a lot on him, bout 6 lighters salvite dip cigs and 2gs of weed. he dropped everything but the weed and that was what he was caught for, they tested him and came back pos and was expelled. some one dropped my friend who was called first his name again and said he had smoked wit connor so he was earched agian and had his locker searched and was tested but it was neg and he was sent back to his class. then they search conor's locker and they find 1/4 of KB that he was gonna sell to me that day but he never dropped my name and he is cool for that but bcuz he didnt drop my name he was expelled and now i feel like shit but im happy i wasnt called down. so at the end of the day i find out two of my friends are expelled and a senior was too. but my friend ryan gav away all the shit that he got and i got 2 free lighters and another of my friends got a bowl, we still are mourning the expulsion of our friend thow.

 

you should never do deals at school or have anything at school period. Also people should never rat others out or admit to anything.

 

school is the only place i can do deals, i go to schoolo in a dif state that i liv and my dealer livs in the mid of nowhere, im tryin to find a dealer in my town but got no luck, and the only person who admitted was conor so an innocent man wouldnt get in trouble, as for the rat i hav no idea who that was

 

i just am wonderin where the hell a 15 year old comes up with all this cash ?????

 

mowin lawns
and over charging for sellin weed
stealin

 

ahhh always nice to see a thief havin a rough time.

gotta love kharma

 

i'm not in that rough of a time, my friends are

 

Haha, you're so ghetto. "FUCK YOU MOM, I'm 15, I'll do what the fuck I want!" That's sweet though. You smoke a bunch of weed, and that kid drank a bottle of cough syrup on the bus to school! He would be soooo fucked up. God I'm high.

 

yo i just found out that connor drop like 10 names but i wasnt one Thank God

 

it was a new dealer and i wanted to make a relationship, but it doesnt matter anymore cuz hes expelled and im gonna get my money back and since he dropped names, alot of plpl are gonna beat his ass. my friend found another dealer in my school, a black kid saw him leave the office and knew it was cuz weed, so he asked him if he was introuble and offered to sell im weed, he had an ounce of KB so now im in the market again, but i gotta stay clean for a year as my parents test me and trust me.

 

dont run away that could be the most retarded thing to do.... you'll get arrested right away....

dont kill yourself for a stupid reason like "oh no mommy and daddy found out about weed"

just suck it up and be more careful and sneaky about it..... dont text about it and if your parents are really that suspicious i'd think twice about talking about your weed life online. and for god sakes DONT DEAL AT SCHOOL.

 

this story happened to me but i lil bit different. i want the 1 who got caught. my m8 had a shed in his back garden a few months ago that we used to get caned in all da time and he had dug underneath his shed to grow weed. he had a trap door under his cupboards in their and was growin a few decent plants. his mum found em and rang n told my parents and i dint h8 him. butn outa ur 3 options running away m8 parents always feel guilty i did it once and it qorked a treat they was pissed off but then they was beta and regretted telin me i **** go to my m8s to a party

 

im metting connor at a parking lot wit three ppl who he dropped n they r now expelledn im gonna get my money back, n then leave, but hes gonne get the shit kicked out of him