I have a burning passion It’s embers glow inside of my body They keep me warm when it rains And pacify my brain I have a childish desire It starts in the core of my thighs They run wild into the day And sort my ambitions I have a cold heart It is taken by pessimism And balanced by optimism It’s a slow burning flame I have logs in my stomach They crackle and burn Waiting for nourishment From food or fulfillment I want to throw it all away I want to wear a white t-shirt the rest of my life Some blue jeans would be nice I want to shower in waterfalls I want to watch an ant walk away I want to break all my habits I want to let them fall through my fingers I want to fight all my demons I want to fuck them all quietly I want to stand on a mountain I want to give it all away I want to lessen your burden I want to drift into emptiness I want to drift into emptiness I want to drift away on a raft Into the middle of the sea I want to learn to swim I want to be so free I want to watch you bury me I want you to forget me I want to split myself in half I want to gaze into the crowd I want them all to watch me I want them all to watch me I want to ride on the hands of the damned I want to ride on the hands of the damned I want to put my life in your hands I want to put my life in your hands I want to be your brother I want to be your father I want to be your mother I want to dream when I die