You won't believe what happened to me!

Okay, first of all you all need a bit of background on the guy that I am talking about. His name is Garrett. To find out more go to Describe your gay crush for fun thread. He and I have remarkably become friends over the last couple of weeks since school started. During the weekend when my parents were not home I invited him over to my house to watch T.V. He and I are sitting there and he notices my DVD collection, which really freaks me out since I have DVD's for Queer as Folk and Brokeback Mountain. He asked me, "You like these shows." And I realize that I might as well be honest with him. I tell him that I can really relate to them because I am gay. I expect him to leave but instead he just comes and sits back down next to me. A few minutes later I can feel him staring at me. I turn to him to see him looking at me with those big blue beautiful eyes. Next thing I know I am completely naked and lying facedown on my bed while Garrett thrusts into me. We end up spending ours having sex over and over again. And the only thing I am thinking is that my fantasy has come true. That big strong tan body was finally on top of me, making love to me. I was so happy. Afterwords we took a bath together and then after we got out we went to sleep next to eachother in my bed. But when I woke up he was gone. And when I went to school yesterday I saw him holding hands with his girlfriend while they walked to class. And I had thought they had broken up. I don't get it? Every time I talk to him he acts as though it didn't happen to him. Why would he be doing this? What do you guys think?

 

Wow. That's insane. Was he drunk or high or anything?

That's amazing though.

He's probably not ready for people know about his sexuality. Whether he's gay or bi or unsure seems to be a mystery, but if he's acting like nothing happened, then he's probably not comfortable with the fact that he's not straight, and he especially doesn't want other people to know.

 

During one of the instances during those ours we were having sex. My legs were over his shoulders so I could see the look on his face as he humped me. As he was doing it he had a really mean look on his face. It seemed like he was making love to me in anger. His teeth were showing and he did not seem happy. I don't understand. Was he mad at me or something? And the way he just left me while I slept without saying goodbye made me feel like such a whore. And that did not feel good. Do you think he even really wants me like I want him? Go to my old thread Describe your gay crush for fun, and you will find out more about Garrett.

 

I remember that thread...I must say I'm very happy for you cuz I remember you said he was straight and that it was all just hopeless dreaming...I'm glad you at least got some sexual fulfillment. As for the way he's acting now, I agree with amp that he's probably a little afraid of what happened and this part of himself that he may never have explored before...just give him some time, hard as it may be to "just wait".

And about his angry expression...that might just be his "sex face". People make all sorts of weird expressions when they get really into an activity.

 

Okay I'll give it time. He just came over to my house right now. I'll come back online in a few hours or tommorrow to tell you what happens.

 

Maybe you were just "One Of Those Things" you know, as far as he's concerned, just sex...something that he thinks happened and doesnt matter now....I would just wait and see what happens, and dont say anything...if he's got a girl..that means he's not
ready for anyone to know about you !

 

Okay here's what happened. As soon as he came over I took erzebet's advice and did not say anything. Instead I just popped in my Smallville DVD and he and I started watching it while sitting on the floor. About half way through the show we selected to watch he stands up and without saying anything reaches out his hand and gets me to stand up. As soon as I do he gets down on his knees, pulls down my pants, and starts rimming me. After about 20 minutes my legs give out and we both collapse to the floor in a heap. He continues to rim me as I lay there. Eventually I cum on the carpet and he cums in his pants. He then undressed me the rest of the way and stripped himself of his clothes, and let me tell you that there is nothing more appealing to look at then Garrett naked. Anyway, he drags me to bed and makes love to me. About an hour later we are lying there and I'm in his strong biceps and he is just lying there looking serious while he strokes my hair. We both lied there watching T.V. until he fell asleep about a half an hour ago. He's still in my bed sleeping as I write this. What do you think this means now? I really don't know what to do when he wakes up.

 

it may seem risky, but maybe you should ask him what he thinks of your relationship with him.

 

Oh my god that just got me so... happy in the pants.

Anyway, maybe you should be like, "so uh... what is this?" referring to you guys of course. See what he says to that.

 

He is still sleeping so I guess when he wakes up I'll asking what it is that is going on between us.

 

you weren't the only one with that reaction.

 

hahaha!!!!..OK...you should ask..really...and let us know what his answer is !!!!!!!!


Im happy too !!!!!

 

Okay, he woke up at around 11 so I made sure I was awake too. He looked at me and told me he had to go home. After we checked to make sure my parents were asleep he got dressed. But before he left I asked him, "What does this mean to you? What do I mean to you?" He then took me into his arms and kissed my forehead and said, "You belong to me now. I'm gonna take really good care of you. Your my wonderful little secret." So after one more round of oral sex. He leaves. What do you guys think?

 

I think its totally cool !!!!!.......sounds to me like he cares..but would feel strange saying it to another guy, so , he just says that you belong to him..
a guy thing to say...he cares....so....DAMN ....ENJOY !!!!!!

 

That all sounds really hot, but I'm not sure how I'd feel about being some guy's "wonderful little secret." It sounds like you're going to have really hot sex with this guy, but I wouldn't count on doing a lot of other boyfriend stuff like going out to dinner and a movie or socializing as a couple.

The idea that you belong to him could be either really sweet or super creepy.

It's up to you to decide what you really want and to go for it.

 

Oohh... that's super hot.

At the same time, he does have a girlfriend, right? It's a tough call... I'd at least go with it for a while, because it sounds amazing and I'm ridiculously jealous.

 

I actually got alone with him at school today and asked him if he intended to tell anyone about us. He said, "Maybe, but not yet. I need time for this." I then asked him what if someone finds out about me before he decides if he wants to tell anyone. He said something that got me hard on the spot, He said, "Don't worry I won't let them touch you." My parents always get home late so he is coming over again in a few moments. I guess I'll come back on later and tell you what happens. Oh, and before I forget. Before I could get him alone to talk to him, we had an assembly at school today. At the assembly he managed to sit down next to me and when the lights went out and no one could see he reached over and grabbed me between my legs. The only problem is that after the assembly he just left and went to hold hands with his girlfriend. I don't know what I am going to do about that situation. Because I am a Christian (believe it or not). Which means that I am not too comfortable with the thought of being the person that makes Garrett commit adultery. I just don't know what I am going to do. I don't know if Garrett even intends to break up with the cheerleader or not. And i don't want to be responsible for her getting hurt.

 

Adultry is when the person is married

 

Both of you are young...I say enjoy it while it lasts !!!!!

And keep us posted !!

 

Okay, here's what happened after my last message. Garrett rang my doorbell. As soon as I answered it Garrett stepped in, grabbed me, flipped me over, and had sex with me on the stairs. After that he took me to my bedroom where he stripped me and layed me down on my bed. He then got a cube of ice and put it between his teeth and put the ice against my skin and traced down the center of my torso, as well as along my sides and on my legs. Then after the ice melted he licked off the water. Then he did various other things to work my body, including finger fucking, until I was begging him to make love to me. I started to buck my hips in response to what he was doing. And after about an hour of this he finally said I was ready and he climbed on top of me and lets just say that he pounded my imprint into the bed. He's taking a shower right now as I wrote this. But I do have yet another concern now. I know he cares, but I wonder if he really loves me? I thought about saying it to him, but it seemed to soon. Do you think I was right to hold my tongue?