Action Now.

I really have a lot of questions and concerns about the special products and specials I need with all my problems. Problems I was born with, and problems that court, my guardian and others gave me from years of damage with those drugs. Damage as I've said I would stopped it right away, by secretly stopping them. You have that option living at home. I'd never have it in a place like a group home. My cleaning after number two is bad enough, and very complicated. I can never get myself clean. I've had that problem all my life. And my gastroenterologist says I'm handling the situation well with baby wipes. But I don't know. Not to share too much information, I can never get myself fully clean. And I'm rubbing the area raw. I deal with that with Vicks medicated rub, which my doctors also know of and approve. But baby wipes, Vicks medicated rub, the Witch Hazel I use now too. There must be some special products for Cerebral Palsy for dealing with all of that. And probably some special instructions that I could receive too. But I don't, because my problems don't exist. I don't have Cerebral Palsy, it's not listed anywhere in my records all my doctors tell me. And most of them agree that I have neuropathy, in my feet at least. But no one is really helping me with that at all. I have to find the right shoes and socks for that on my own, trial and error. And I'm not a doctor, I don't even know if what I am choosing is best. Some may not be, and some might even be making the matter worse for all I know. And I'm wondering about the car. I wonder if people with Cerebral Palsy don't have special cars. With special features and maybe even special instructions they're given, like I said above. I've been managing well since I've been driving, for almost 40 years now. But I'm worried about losing more sensation in my feet. I can still drive with boots for now. But I'm thinking long-term too. Along with the possibility that my symptoms might suddenly change or get worse. If they did I know what would happen. Nothing would happen. No one would help me, no one would reply to me, Eric would not return any of my emails or texts. He hasn't even replaced the washing machine and he never helped me with the tire. (I did get the tire replaced last night, BTW.) I'd languish, trapped in my home in this dangerous city. For, well forever as far as I know. (And no Detroit police, I can't just take the bus. Like I've said, I'd be mugged at least that way. Or killed like that guard was. And no I wouldn't find it fun. You people are sick for even saying that.)

I told that guy at that new place what I want. I want prompt legal action against all involved. This has gone too far and so far it seems nothing is being done. The public that is following must be as outraged about this as I am. Although one lawyer online says I am delusional. There are no secret guardianship laws. Your imaginary friend was posing as your doctors, when they all told you that a couple of years ago. And I imagined my neurologist telling me I have Cerebral Palsy too in 2011, I'm told. The neuropathy and nerve damage is real though they tell me. (But he now says I am just imagining that too.) What is going to be done about all of this? And now?