Conclusions Now.

And like I've said, this business with my GP's office, that now I need Eric as my chauffeur again, is just another form of abuse. I'm sorry, but I just know it is. Eric is not and never will be my chauffeur. Waiting for him would only make me more late to appointments. And like I told her office yesterday, they have their nerve. First they put me in this situation, my doctors, by secretly damaging me like this. Then they start this new thing that they are going to penalize me by dropping me for good. Even though I have no one else to turn to. Something similar is happening with my financial institution. Eric keeps telling me if I keep criticizing them they will drop me. In which case I'll have no financial institution, I'll have to way to get another one, my bills will go unpaid and I'll become homeless. Just look at the last text Eric sent me to see what I mean. The lighthearted way he deliberately brings that subject up, and out of the blue still talking about that. Obviously a new threat and a new form of abuse. Even though I told everyone I am not tolerating any form of abuse. Ever again in my life, especially as I enter old age and this becomes elder abuse. And that car thing was unbelievable, and how long it went on. I kept telling people that was the worst thing that could happen to me. My independence, my safety, my ability to care for myself, my ability to go to even my closest doctor, was all built around my car. And how would I go shopping even? How would I go to a laundromat? How would I take my cats to the vet? And I was a good driver, with good insurance, and good record, law-abiding and careful. I only found out last year it was most of the people in Detroit, and I already knew then, many of my neighbors who had no business driving. With no licenses, the lady next door told us, no headlights and tail lights. All while they complained they thought I, they thought I, I shouldn't be driving. All these people, all this subject, at the same time. People tell me that was coincidence. But either they are wrong or they are lying. As I said, it seems to have something to do with how the police and others drove me to suicide in 2004. First they do that, and then they try to destroy my life for good that way. A horrible and clear injustice, almost like that video I like and keep sharing. And there is a record of all that, all I said above. What they did to me and the hell they put me thru for decades. And now everyone wants to move on and leave me damaged like this to fend for myself along. Because like Evelyn I dared to speak up against the abuse.