Conclusions To My Case.

So just to repeat, and to make clear, there was no other reason why attempted suicide twice. There was no other reason why thought of it on and off and seriously contemplated it at times, since July 1988 like I said. It was due to the extreme mental abuse I was receiving. There was no other reason, there will never be any other reason. I am not suicidal by nature. I have always been the opposite. With a strong will to live and the ability to find happiness and enjoyment in almost every situation. And there is only one solution to the abuse ever leading to that again. It is that the abuse stop at once and all the people responsible are held accountable for their actions, and never allowed to do it again. That will always be my position. And also, if it seems like I am not being abused in the future, or if others think I am not because there are no signs of it, that will never be true, and that seems to be the case again. It will just be that the abuse has been well-hidden. Or like I've said, because it has taken some clever new form. But that will always be the reason, there will never be another.

So I better not be hospitalized ever again for that, like I was in 1989 and 2004, in a psychiatric unit for that. Or have my rights limited because of it, because I am morally weak that I won't accept people's abuse. Like that psychiatrist in that hospital in Dearborn told me in 1989. Because that will be the only reason, and it will just need to be uncovered. And I will be carefully collecting dates and other information and forms of evidence right now just in case. I hope that I won't ever end up in the emergency room again because of all those people. But if I end up in any of those other places or situations I just described, that will be the first thing I say and the first thing I demand. Just to make clear.