Conclusions.

And several things are obvious. First of all, I will never know when this nightmare is over. No one has even had the decency to lie to me and tell me something is being done. And this has been going on for three years now. Something should have been done by now, something should have happened. And my doctors all agree that Eric is my guardian. My secret legal guardian, to you lawyers online who claim there are no secret legal guardianship. Unless my imaginary friend is talking to them. Why don't you ask them? Not all of them agree I have neuropathy. But I obviously still do, and it has spread to my hands as I said. And that was never diagnosed. I have to deal with all these new medical issues on my own. And no one is helping me in any way. If there were any therapy or treatment that I could do now, maybe even new drug, that would slow its progression. Because it's long past the time I could have done that to prevent it. Because I can't lose things like my ability to drive or end up in a group home. That would be horrible and I won't ever allow that to happen. But if things continue then that may all happen, just like the police and others always wanted. It's been going on three years, and that proves nothing is being done and no one cares. And it shows what they are capable of. They don't care who they hurt or what rules or laws they violate. In fact now they are using the cover of secrecy to hide what they are doing. All while I need things like help and compensation to live any quality of life on. I don't have expensive tastes. Most people do, and they certainly could never live on the funds I am given. And plus I have Cerebral Palsy and a couple of things wrong with me, a doctor told me. That should get me some better benefits and support. I don't know, because now that doesn't exist and everyone is coerced into silence about that, which doesn't make sense. With all my special needs I've had all my life, and now all the new problems the hidden damage is beginning to cause for me. Along with fact that certain things are never allowed and never should be legal, by common agreement internationally even. Forms should never be faked, perjury is never justifiable, we should always be able to trust the integrity of our legal system, all parts of our legal system and medicine should never be used to deliberately harm. Or so I keep saying, but I am just ignored. (I know I said that in Oakwood Hospital in 1988 and 9, asserting my rights as a patient and that they couldn't do that. And I was more than ignored, I was mocked. Mocked by people like the otherwise nice occupational therapist Diane.) Like I said, we need some real legal accountability for all involved. To at least close this last sad chapter of my life and to give me enough to live on. But that obviously will never happen and everyone involved is fine with that naturally.