Conclusions.

One thing that still confuses me. I guess if I could talk to a lawyer I could sift thru these legal problems and issues. But I am denied all access to the legal system, and lawyers I contact tell me they are as confused as I am. But how I could take any legal action? Any legal action at all, civil or criminal? All the records in my case are sealed. It's a secret. To protect me from myself or to protect my neighbors, who like I said I already know for a fact were told at least a couple of terrible things. Untrue I know, but you shouldn't tell a person's neighbors things like that if they are true. Especially not in a place like Detroit, where after rumors spread you can be in danger. I don't what happened to those rumors, even if that was a while ago. And people here are killed over dice games that go wrong. They say things like law enforcement have improved lately, but I will always be in danger. And like I said, some people are still talking about taking my car (when I get old or lose my limbs they told me, they did). But how could I or anyone else take any action if all the records are still sealed? If I told someone my rights were violated or that someone broke the law they would just have to tell me I am imagining it again. Like I said, my doctors are the only ones who agree I am not. And what about things like ex post facto. IANAL and never said I was. But I know although civil action can be ex post fact, criminal can never be. If these people are protected from something like that, the fact the records are sealed could help them. The clock on the statute of limitations would run out, even as I pleaded to people for help. There just seems to be something very wrong about that. Like I said, you're not allowed to do that to the worst criminal. For whatever happened, all of the above. I already told everyone what happened, or at least what I experienced. They can always decide for themselves.

And like I said, I need assistance. Financial and just medical, for all my special needs. These are things that should have begun when I was a child. Just the issue of cleaning up in the washroom. I've had a serious problem with that since I was a child. My gastroenterologist said that can lead to infections. I am using baby wipes, because that's all I have. I've been using them for twenty years and they're cheap, for all the ones I need. But they still don't seem to do enough. I probably need special medical aids for that, and instructions. Like I said as a child someone should have told me. And now I am getting rather old and I am too old to go to a class or a seminar for that I think. Plus officially I don't even have Cerebral Palsy, officially nothing is wrong and so nothing is being done, and on top of that they still seem to be abusing me mentally. That or threatening with something real, it's sometimes hard to tell in my life. As I said in addition to some real accountability, the people involved in this need to be exposed. All of them who took part in anyway. Especially the ones who hurt me and endangered me.