Final Conclusions.

And like I said if I haven't made it clear by now. All that Olanzapine has to be stopped. It damaged me, it damaged me permanently now. There was never any need for it and I never consented to any of those medications. And even a small amount would do that, that lady at that new place made clear. There can be no arrangement where I am taking it for any reason. That has to be changed, changed for once and for all and changed soon. And all this secrecy has to be ended. In the exact same way. Now, for once and for all and soon. That can't be allowed now or ever again. It is how all this terrible damage was done to me, it was what made it possible, it obviously will just happen again in the future that way if it continues and it obviously is how people get away with what they did. By using it as a cover, by saying it is for some important mental health reason. It has to end too and I will not accept anything. I can't and I refuse to. And the secrecy has to be ended for anyone else they are doing this to. I am mainly concerned about myself. But nothing seems be happening even for me, and other people might be hurt this way even as we speak. I need help, I need money and funds to live on, and I am entering my elderly years now. I expect to live alone and independent for the rest of my life. But I am getting much too old for this, this has been going on way too long, and it's time to just allow me to live the rest of my life in peace.

And like I also already said, no one is going to make me think I deserve this in any way. That is was ever necessary, that I did something to deserve it, that I am a bad person or that I don't deserve good things in life. Like they started in Oakwood almost forty years ago. I almost believed it then, but I won't give them that satisfaction this time and I'll no whatever happened was not my fault. They are the ones who are sick, morally sick. And they need to face the consequences for what they did.