Final Conclusions.

And like I said, I want all forms of the abuse to stop. I'm not imagining it, it involves threats. I don't know why that is good psychiatry to do that. It should never be allowed, and it was never necessary for me. I've gone into some of the detail of what I know happened. One of the last threats involved taking away my car. Because it was the worst thing that could possibly happen to me and it would have put my life in danger. And strangely at the same time there seemed to be something really going on like that involving the police and my doctors, even though my former therapist agrees it was ridiculous. I want all abuse to stop. I know it, I can spot it now. And if it ever happens again, I will fight and expose it and report. You destroyed my life, you took years of my life away from me which almost ended in tragedy sometimes and now you left me permanently damaged from all of that.

And I want this secret order for me to take those dangerous medicines lifted. It was never necessary for me to take those drugs. My 1986 psychiatrist Dr. Bazini eventually agreed to that. My last psychiatrist admitted I just have a personality disorder. There is no such thing as a legal order to take medicine that trumps all medical opinion, that damages and endangers the patient and that must be kept a secret always, along with the damage it's doing to him. I am done with that medicine, I personally refuse to take it anymore, and I want all orders to take it and all orders of secrecy with it lifted now. You couldn't do that to the worst felon. Force him to be damaged by a drug and order his doctors to keep the damage hidden from him for years. You wouldn't allowed to do that to anyone. And like I say, I've never even been in jail. And some it seems to be something that can't be lifted even. Now that I am permanently damaged by it, it would be dangerous for me to take even a small dose and I enter my senior years after a lifetime of this harm and abuse. Lifetime of harm and abuse that I will never know when it's over. Which you could never do the worst criminal. Deny him all access to the legal system and lie and deceive him along the way.

You may be successful in taking even my final years away from me. But I will spent the rest of them exposing you, all of you who were involved, and see you face some justice for this.