Final Conclusions.

So I guess after all these years that this has been going on since my doctors warned me, for 2 or 3 years now, nothing has happened. People aren't diligently working behind my back to correct this wrong, there really is nothing happening and nothing being done to help me. This injustice will never be corrected, this nightmare will never end, I will always be in danger from those dangerous drugs under some secret order to take them, though I don't need them and have never been a danger to myself or others. But they still can't tell me the reason why, it's a secret. And now that I am entering my elderly years with all of this, elderly years being abused like this since I was a handicapped child. All because I looked at another boy I guess. And I will never know when the nightmare is over because forms can be fake and legal documents can be forgeries. I have less rights than the lowest criminal. Criminals at least have rights in this country. If I was one they would at least have to be truthful and honest with me, and they couldn't prolong this for years like this. Nothing is being done, no one cares and I still have no value or worth in their eyes. But why? Even if I was a criminal it would be very wrong, but I am not a criminal. So what did I do to deserve this, any of this? And what did I do to deserve to have it prolonged like this and to still be treated this way?