How I Define Lying, And When I'll Know It's Over.

And very important that I make this clear, if I haven't by now. How I define lying, and when I will know it's over.

Most of the people in my life freely admit that Eric is my legal guardian. Yet he still denies it and Wayne County Court still strongly denies it. So does that police commission and others. Anyone who says he's my not legal guardian, there is no problem, no problem exists, these things never happened, etc. I will know that anyone who says those things to me must be lying. They are lying, they are not to be trusted. They lie under oath, they don't follow their own rules. They deceive people, even when they are hurt by that. I will know they are lying, I will know what they are doing and I will know what they are capable of. What they are capable of, and that they are all right with all that they are doing. Because they haven't tried to stop that kind of behavior, in all the time they have spent their lives doing it.

And the police. All that I just said above applies to them, I won't repeat it. An also if they tell me they weren't trying to take my car away from me even though I am a good driver with a valid license, that something weird was going in my life like this since at least 2005, though everyone denies that too. That there isn't something weird like that probably going on in Michigan too. And that it doesn't involve Oakland County too, and just about everywhere else in this area I'm sure. If they say they don't secretly observe mentally ill people. And then take it a step further by harassing them. Even though like me they've done nothing wrong and often are just minding their own business. Destroying their peace of mind, and almost leading to tragedy more than once for me. But fate always stepped in in my case, as I've said. Harassing them, following them around, telling their neighbors horrible things about them, whether true or untrue, endangering their lives and making their lives difficult. Making them face unequal treatment and all kinds of other problems I am just beginning to figure out now and piece together. Etc. If the police deny everything I just said in this paragraph, I will also know that they are still lying. I should not trust them or anything they say, and I should not think they are working towards my best interest. Even if they tell me they are.

And my medical doctors, and others who tell me about my medical and physical status. I was hurt, I was damaged, my body was slowly destroyed. I was driven to more thoughts of suicide in Sinai-Grace hospital when I went there in 2004, to be helped with that problem. I was lied to and kept from vital medical facts that I had the right to know. That damaged me and could have led to tragedy in themselves. And here I am, still lied to, still denied the truth about my medical status, and my legal status to make medical decisions. Informed medical decisions, that even a criminal would never be denied. Even criminals on death row have that right they say. And yet I was denied it, even though I did absolutely nothing wrong, nothing that could justify that and am a very good person. And yet they continue to lie, they continue to deceive me. I don't know even what's wrong with me now, and like I said it might be very serious. But they are still under some kind of orders, I guess from the court, to deceive me. Even though they have been found out, even though I know, even though they've been exposed, and even though I am in more danger now, much more danger at this late stage. And yet they continue to do it, and expect me to play along. Until all that ends, I will know medical workers are still lying to me, and anyone else who talks to me about my medical, or disability, status. And like I said since all of those people, including the police with my car, got me to this point and damaged me like this and have left me old now and helpless like this, I think they should pay for it. Pay for it, including a car always, and making sure I always can drive. And anything else I need. And even if people deny it or avoid responsibility, I won't drop it ever. I'll keep bringing those three points up, including all that those people did to me all my life, till the end of my life. Or whatever life those people have left me with now.