Important Conclusions.

This is taking a frightening new turn. Now I'm back at those dangerous levels of Olanzapine. But now my doctors could never even warn me. I might be suffering kidney failure according to that one doctor. And I have weird symptoms of a UTI. Or maybe it's kidney failure. I don't know because I'm not a doctor. I have to trust the opinion of the doctors in my life. It's only recently I learned that I was suffering neuropathy and nerve damage long before I knew it. Like 10-20 years ago when I had that hair loss on my legs and things started dropping out of my hands. That was very long time ago. And that is frightening to think I was being damaged like that without knowing it. And I did nothing to deserve any of that. Like I keep saying, I'm a better person than most. And there is nothing here that could justify any of it. My therapist says it's to hide the great evil and the horrible mistakes of others. Well I already knew it wasn't my fault like I said. And I guess that explains the rest too. But I am not going to let them get away with that. I will not be intimidated. That July 22nd forced hospitalization was an attempt to intimidate and silence me. It won't because I won't let it. Because that happened the way it did, I will just ramp up my efforts. Same thing in the future. They will not intimidate a witness, nor will they obstruct justice, nor hurt me because of their horrible mistakes. They and they alone with pay for their mistakes. And I want that damn Olanzapine lowered immediately. And no, I can't be on time for appointments. I always had problems being on time. Obviously due to an undiagnosed handicap. And it's getting worse. Because of age, because of mobility, because of all the problems those SOB's caused me. No, my so-called doctors will find a way to get me an appointment soon. Then they'll lower that damn Olanzapine back to 2.5 mg. And then I want to be taken off it completely. I want all secret orders of medication to end, I want all secrecy dropped and ended, I want all the harm done to me reversed. Or if not reversed, I better get the best care available. And I don't have that kind of money, there's not that kind of money in the trust. And now Eric is claiming the right to abandon me like that. And everyone is telling me that's what the law says and he's within his rights to do that. Much like the ridiculous legal claims that were made starting 2004, I find that hard to believe. But I really don't know. But much like 2004, that is just another clever form of abuse. And I already told them, I will tolerate no more abuse. None whatsoever, no extreme abuse and none of that abuse involving extreme threats and horrible outcomes. I will always fight it now, I will always expose now and I won't allow it. Because I consider it over with even if they don't. And don't underestimate me. People have done that in the past, and they always end up regretting that. I do promise them that they will too. I will not be intimidated. And this injustice/new form of mental abuse ends now. And if they don't end it, I will. I promise them I will. By whatever means are necessary.

And to review again, I will allow anyone in my life put me in an old age home, even. I will stay here at my home in Detroit. There is no other place I will allow anyone to take me. Not after my stay in Sinai-Grace 5 South and I know. Know that I will have no access to the outside world there, be horribly neglected. And that I will be threatened there being a gay man with Cerebral Palsy. Detroit has a reputation for being a very violent, homophobic city. And like I told them at 5 South, my position will always be that I am a weak, vulnerable, handicapped gay man with Cerebral Palsy who always needs protecting. And if they want a legal fight, I told them already. After July 22nd it is and will forever be entering new phase. I will fight them and expose them all for what they really are. I will expose what they all did to me and what they are doing to me now. And like I said, it starts with lowering and ending that dangerous, damaging Olanzapine. And I mean now, when I say that.