Important Conclusions.

Like I've said, I am confused by several things. One thing is how people seem to think what is going on now is in any way my fault and that Eric is the good guy in this in any way. Or some people are trying to turn him into the hero. Him and all the rest of the people who hurt and damaged me like this, and now have forever altered and destroyed my life. In ways I may not even know, since as I said my doctors are clearly still lying to me even they make clear. Or the facts of the case. My neighborhood friend seems to know a lot, and he seems to say that Eric was paying for everything in my life. And I don't live an extravagant lifestyle. My tastes are very simple and it takes very little to make me happy. The occasional donut, sports cards or a walk in the park when I feel down. That's it. I couldn't possibly be spending too much. There just isn't enough money for me. Possibly due to the fact that we don't treat mental illness disabilities the same in this country as other disabilities. But like I said, I have Cerebral Palsy too. And autism, and possibly a couple other things. I don't know, I am not a doctor. My doctors were supposed to know all of that. And let's just recap what Eric did to me. He secretly damaged with that Olanzapine. Obviously for no reason. They won't tell me the reason why even all these years later. But my doctors seem to agree and take my side on at least that part. And I have never been a danger to myself or others. And even if I was, you are not supposed to treat people like that or do things like this to them. To anyone, ever. And my doctors have made it clear, even a very low dose of Olanzapine will continue to damage me. But I am supposed to continue taking it under the orders of my legal guardian, I am told. While damage continues to be done, while my future and independence, now as a senior citizen, are jeopardized and taken from me. And all while I think it is clear, three or whatever years later absolutely nothing is being done. I told you the solution. The solution is that the damage and abuse stop. The solution is that this horrible, illegal, wrong and harmful legal arrangement be ended. To my satisfaction and in a way that I trust the people in my life and when they tell me that. Which will never happen and can never happen. But because of them, not me. And that the people who did this to me pay and be held accountable. Pay me reparations and makes sure I have a good quality of life. After years of abuse, after years of damage, after years of shortening and endangering my life with unnecessary medicine, and almost leading me to suicide, after years of endangering my safety and life as I know it with that car threat, after all of it. You read it, all that I said, I shouldn't have to repeat it. So why are people forcing me to do that then? They should all pay me for that, they should all be held accountable to set the right example how we treat people who do this to their fellow human being, and they being exposed so people in the future know that you can't use the cover of secrecy to hide your crimes. Foul deeds will rise. And all of that, reparations and accountability, would include Eric. No I am not being hostile or insulting. Like Commander Data I just tend to be brutally honest sometimes.

Anyways, I am going to spend what little life I now have left exposing all of this and fighting. And refusing to go along with it, if Eric and others still think that will be the case. I'd rather spend the remainder of my life enjoying what they left me with. But it seems that will never be possible.