Important Conclusions.

Like I said, I will spend the rest of my life exposing everyone for all that they did to me. I really think it's why I was put here. My good fortune and luck seem to have a lot to do with that. I always seem to escape tragedy, and it seems to have led me here to this point. And I will expose everyone who did this to me, and like I said it started in grade school with the horrible abuse that happened then. The first form of abuse that almost ended tragically, until I got a wild idea I could travel back in time and change my DNA. Like I tell people, the song Twist of Fate by Olivia Newton-John seemed to speak poetically at the time of how my plans suddenly changed again in the Summer of 1984 and how I didn't have to consider suicide as the only option anymore. But all those people who did those horrible things to me then that could have had it ended much worse for me. Thomas Emerick, Andrew Long and many others. With both of them, hating me only because I was born different.

I am also a little confused by how no one in the rest of the world seems to know of this. When this began, and many years as it continued, I had no contact with the world thru the internet. Now that I do I find that some of the things like this are news to people internationally as well. Secret guardianships, secret ways of abusing the mentally ill in the US thru clever tactics, denying people due process because the mentally ill have less rights here than even the accused or worst criminal do. Like I said, it could just be me and some exception they made for me. But that doesn't make any sense. My case is not in any way extreme. They could have misjudged me or someone could have lied about me, but that still wouldn't justify most or all of this. So I wonder if this isn't the practice elsewhere in other countries too. Or maybe they have some better version of it, if I can use the word better. But the main problem in my case seems to be that something went wrong. I could tell a couple of years ago when my doctors told me there was nerve damage to my feet that someone had made a major blunder. Just their expressions and reactions. And then I learned the diabetes and neuropathy had been going on for years. At least over ten years as I said, when there was hair loss on my legs and other weird symptoms then. Also, in addition to getting monetary damages to pay for the expensive care I'll need now, there's the issue of my Cerebral Palsy for some reason. An EEG clearly showed it in 2011. But my neurologist, who gave the EEG, ironically pointed out that some of my symptoms since childhood made it obvious. My usual gait, my double vision, my extreme weakness, my unusual bathroom issues, etc. should have made it obvious right from the start. But they can't give me the status of Cerebral Palsy. It either troubles them or they say it's not important. What is that all about? I don't even know much about Cerebral Palsy, but I think it might lead to the need for special care when I am old. That coupled with all the damage I have now will complicate things. The secrecy in my life is being used to cover up responsibility, and plus it obviously can be used to hide what others have done. I've always had pretty decent, pretty professional doctors. Maybe that's why they protested. Also my former therapist said I could get a lot people in trouble. He may have not just meant in my life. If bad or very bad things have been the result of this system in Michigan, especially in Detroit and the 8th precinct which has much worse problems by themselves, maybe it is time to uncover it all. Like I said, I'll never know when this is over. Even the most official form, even a statement under oath can be faked. I'll have to spend the rest of my life fighting it and exposing all involved. I'd rather just relax and live my old age in peace. Because like I told the doctor in Sinai-Grace hospital about an ironic line from Mark Antony's speech in that play. Once I was young and had the fighting spirit to deal with everything it seemed, but now Brutus has become Antony. But I still have no choice because this nightmare never will end for me.