Important.

There's another troubling thing that my doctors may be lying to me about. In addition to clearly lying to me about my neuropathy. My neurologist says it doesn't even exist, which is clearly false and which my other doctors confirm is false. He also says he never said I have Cerebral Palsy. He clearly did in 2011, like I said. But there might be something troubling going on with my eye symptoms. I've had glaucoma for about the past 20 years. Under control with eye drops. But it was always kind of high. And like many of my medical problems, I am sure it was brought on by those unnecessary psychiatric drugs. But my eye doctor told me last time that my eye pressure is back to normal. I don't think that is true because when touch my eyes on the sides I see prominent blue spots. Plus they just seem to have the symptoms I have associated with my glaucoma. And my eyes feel weird now and are very dry sometimes. I was reading online recently a dryness feeling could be due to damage to the outside the eye too. I know in the past I already suspected my eye doctor was lying to me. 20 years ago even with what she said. I even told my primary physician about this then ironically. I was reading online that if eye pressure is under control but tends to be high there could be damage going on right at that moment. Damage to you peripheral vision and optic nerve. Sometimes more medicine, different medicine or more aggressive treatment is what is needed. And yet she keeps telling everything is fine and she sees no need for any of that. I don't have any other eye doctor, or really any doctor now, to go to. I'm slowing down now, I'm getting older, I'm preoccupied with all kinds of things. And I think my eye doctor is lying to me about losing my vision on top of that all. Since at least 20 years ago ironically, like I said. And if I lost my vision there is just no way I could live independently. I don't what I'd do. I certainly couldn't take buses. I have less feeling in my fingers, so braille is out of the question. I have problems with memory and attention, making getting around and mapping a room in my mind to get around very difficult. And certainly there is no way I could drive (although I can still drive just fine even at night now, which is reassuring). No way I could drive that way or live any kind of independent life free of a place like a Detroit group home or hospital or other place like that. And like I said, I think the court has been ordering my doctors to lie to me about my eye health at least since the Type 2 Diabetes and neuropathy began. I'm not going to let them get away with that. Or all those other people who took part and were fully complicit for what they did with the car and other things, like the police and Eric.

I am going try to call my eye doctor Monday and ask her about this. Why I still have the symptoms of high eye pressure if she claims everything has returned to normal and has never been better. This is very serious.