Just Now.

I just texted Eric now about a letter I got in the mail from my insurance company. They are no longer covering any of my prescriptions at my pharmacy, starting January 1. If I got anything there it would be all out of pocket. And I take at least 10 medication, some of which are very important. Heart medicines and glaucoma eye drops my doctors told to never even skip a dose. And Eric is ignoring me totally now. He is not taking care of me and neglecting me. And I told him, I can live independently and take care of myself. Until I become a quadriplegic I guess. I just need a little help, I have always agreed. Right from the start with the trust 30 years ago. Before then, really. My parents were talking about the trust when I turned 18 forty years ago. And why is this all my fault? Why am I suffering because of all of this? What have I done? As I've told you all, I've done nothing. I've lived a spotless life. While other people around me did things like this. Making my life a living hell, trying to take away my car, threatening and psychologically abusing me, telling me I was a very bad person when I never even broke the law. And I am not imagining any of this. My doctors agree Eric is my guardian. They are obviously lying about some of my medical problems. My former therapist admits much of what I thought was going on really was. He admits with a look of disgust the car thing was an ill-conceived plan of the police.

Like I told Eric as I finished the text: "I still think legal and even criminal options might be the best thing in this situation. The situation is not getting better, it seems to be getting worse. And things like this are beginning to happen. You are not going to get away with this. None of you will as long as I am alive to see to it."