More Conclusions.

I just wanted to say on the subject of suicide. I have never been suicidal a day in my life, never depressed either. And I don't succumb easily to panic or desperation. No, each time I attempted suicide it was in response to the extreme mental abuse I was receiving. Deliberate, well-planned mental abuse. But mental abuse that the person at the time hoped wouldn't become public. But now I know I can go public. And I always will. Because sometimes the mental abuse is clever. It is meant to seem harmless, even if still terrible and threatening me with violence. Like that car thing. So if I ever end up in the emergency room again because of that, I won't hesitate to just list all the things that led up to that. Because sometimes even I don't know. And there is no need for secrecy. I personally have nothing to hide. Secrecy is solely to hide the wrongdoings of others, never me. And when faced with a lifetime of unbearable pain, or something like being too ugly to even beg for food. Suicide would be the only way out. I am not suicidal or depressed for thinking that. I am being rational, and I am only all too human for not wanted that or to be treated that way. And to all involved here, be forewarned. You are going to do that to me again and then say I am morally weak for not accepting your abuse, like Dr. Bazini did. And I know what this recent forced hospitalization was too. It was meant as an extreme reaction to show me what you can do to me, even if it is not something like torture or unbearable pain. I saw that right away, and I will make sure others know too.

So be forewarned all involved, that I am not accepting that kind of treatment anymore. And if it happens, I won't hesitate to fight it and expose it this time. Be very forewarned of that.