More Conclusions.

Like I said, I still want Eric my legal guardian. A nurse at Sinai-Grace 5 South told me I can't make Eric my guardian against his wishes. And then I told her or others, not at all. If it were up to me I still would. Or if it's up to others they definitely should. There just isn't enough money in the trust to provide me with all the things I need, and all the things I will need some day. A car always, a nice home. And whatever I will need to accommodate myself now that I have been permanently damaged by that Olanzapine. And now I find out that was happening years before even I knew anything like that was going on. I am the picture of health my doctors told me. And now I am back to 7.5 mg and we don't know what damage that will do to me. My doctors will never be allowed to warn me again. And without the trust, Eric to manage my finances and his money I'd end up homeless for sure. I never doubted that. That is why I told people early on Eric as a guardian would be a good idea actually. And if he doesn't want to do his responsibility by me we have a place for people like that. They are called jail cells. I was taken into custody July 22nd for two weeks and I lost my freedom. Eric really doesn't no the hardship of a jail cell, anymore than I do. It would show him we mean business. And the next guardian might be worse. And with the limited funds in the trust he wouldn't be able to finance all the things I need now and may need some day. There is no alternative. A night in jail even would sober Eric up a lot. And I think now he should spend more time than that even after what he did to me, and what might happen with that dangerous new dose of Olanzapine.

And my house looks like it was vandalized for fun. Though I wasn't home, so I guess I don't know. Someone working downstair busted a pipe he said. But it looks like they destroyed my basement and my things there on purpose. My microwave upstairs is broken beyond repair. How did that happen? And my cats almost died of dehydration. And now I will need an expensive new washing machine soon too. As I said, if anyone has a better suggestion. Mine remains the same. Jail time so he knows we mean business. And everyone else responsible for this held accountable too. This has gone way to far, and I demand action now and for once and for all.