More Conclusions.

Also my status of Cerebral Palsy is clearly important here. Like I said people are telling me either I don't have it, or the most I can get them to say is that I really don't need that status. What is that all about? Like I brought up early on in all of this, telling people in my life, that could be an issue just in the places I go to. Like I've said, I can't lift 75 pounds. It would be hard for me to defend myself. That is why I refuse to go to a group home, especially one in Detroit. Detroit is a poor city with not a lot of money resources. Detroit group homes would tend to have more of the criminal element in them since Detroit is where most of the crime is and where people usually only stay when they can't afford to move. They tend to focus more on security than patient quality of life. And besides I don't have a mental illness. Just a personality disorder, my psychiatrist finally told me. None of this was ever necessary, but now the damage is permanent. And I don't even know what that will lead to. My doctors are all lying to me about the neuropathy now. They were under some sort of gag order to tell me about it to begin with. And now that they finally did a couple of years ago they are back to that again. I may never know or never know when they are lying. Like I said, you can't do things like that to rapists and murderers in the US. And I've never even been in trouble with the law. And it's vital that I always drive. For my safety and security and independence and life as I know it. People like police and paramedics were trying to take it away from me for years for reasons only know to them. But my former therapist agrees it was all stupid. But now they may get their wish in the end. And now I am left abandoned and all alone this way. They kept telling me that if they did it I'd just manage. But I really can't manage if that happens or in a situation like this. If that happens or in a situation like this after I have spent my whole life being treated this way by them.