More Conclusions.

Like I've said, being a good person has always been important to me and I've always tried at least to do that. In spite of the fact that people have been telling me all my life that I am a bad person. Because I like vampire movies, because I pass notes, because I am gay, they'd tell me. Despite the fact I never believed them. But they all said that. The whole class, the whole school, every doctor, the people you thought you could trust and respect like the police. It's really sad because it's hard to know who to believe in a situation like that. Them or yourself. Like I said, I decided around 1996 to throw out the concept of blame altogether and become a consequentialist or utilitarian. Though I never stopped believing in the concept of moral responsibility, or following the rules. Like I said, that's what made me always more of a rule utilitarian than an act utilitarian. I guess my neighbors who feel the traffic lights don't apply to them, first at three in the morning and now in broad daylight are act utilitarians. So are the police who thought they should be driving like that as opposed me who had a valid license, good insurance and a good record. To say nothing of the danger I'd obviously be in back then if they took my license. In a place that is not only the murder capital of the world but has one of the highest rates of gay hate crimes. Especially for someone like me who is weak from Cerebral Palsy, too trusting of people with my autism and can't legally own a gun. (Many of the people in Detroit can't own guns, but that's not an issue for them either.) But I did nothing illegal or wrong, now or ever, to deserve any of this. So we're going to look into all of this. I have no choice because I'll never find peace and I'll never know when this is over. Because I still am lower than the lowest criminal to them. Why, only they know. Being an act utilitarian as opposed to rule utilitarian police officer also shows poor judgement too and makes you wonder how they got on the force and they are allowed to stay. And I will have that looked into too. My therapist told me they only require a high school education to become a police officer in Detroit, which is something I always was opposed to even before this began. I am for inclusion of all people of all educations and abilities, but not for certain jobs. Always, as I said. And the police and first responders in Oakland County seem to have the same issues of judgement and lack of accountability here too as I said. And as I also said, they are part of my case now too. I'd rather spend the rest of my life trying to recover all the years people like they, and St. Scholastica grade school and Sinai-Grace hospital and the rest, took from me. But I will spend it doing this. Filing endless petitions to people already in on the deception even if I never met them and never heard of such a thing, paying for countless, expensive notary publics on some wild goose chase the judicial tenure commission has me on now. Denied all access to the justice system, and not being able to believe them if they had said I was now. And like I said, in the past the explanation for them doing things like that to me was that I deserved it. We'll see. And we'll see how much of my life I can spend exposing it. Fate has seen me this far, fate will see me to the end. And fate will see they all, all of them wherever they are, get what they deserve.