More Important Conclusions.

Like I've said, this is getting more ridiculous with each passing day. And it is not at all going in the right direction. July 22nd should have never happened. And there was no reason for it at all. I've always been good with food safety. At least adequate, and I've been doing better at that subject lately even. If someone said there was a need for July 22nd, they were lying under oath and falsifying official forms. And I demand legal action on that too. The Detroit police and my legal guardian and Eric obviously used what happened July 22nd to intimidate me and obstruct justice. And I want legal accountability for all involved in that, and I want absolute assurances that will never happen again. And now that is part of my legal argument too from now on. So that better not happen again. And I want it to be certain too that was to limit my access to the outside world. So I better not end up in a place like even a nice group home. Because we all know the real reason for that now.

And Eric is getting more belligerent and more defiant. He is neglecting me and more and acting more and more like a villain to make me want to drop him. And he almost killed my cats, I suspect. Especially that one poor, morbidly obese one. Both almost of dehydration, now that I found out he really wasn't going to just leave town and leave them without any water. But I won't let him abandon me. I need him now more than ever before. I was saying a couple of years ago before I even found out he was my secret legal guardian that he couldn't treat me the way he does or abandon me if he were my legal guardian. And now I find out I have extensive damage to my hands and feet, and other problems what will require expensive lifelong care. Especially with my Cerebral Palsy, and lack of organization sometimes. All coupled with the fact that Eric or the Detroit police told my neighbors two horrible, untrue things about me. And we don't know who they told or what will come of that rumor now. But I will always be in danger living here now. I will always need a car, possibly one with special handicapped features someday. And the trust just doesn't have nearly enough money in it for all of that now, now that the damage has been done. It probably couldn't even afford a cheap used car, let alone all of that.

And I have a simple solution to Eric's poor and neglectful attitude for me. Jail time, for contempt of court and neglect and abuse of the person he was supposed to be helping. The Detroit police and others can and should serve much longer time, and in a place like prison. For their abuse of power, the mistreatment of a weak, vulnerable, gay man. And so they can never hold a position of public trust again. But I will need Eric around always helping me, and providing me the sometimes expensive stuff I will need now. And like I said, the night in jail I was suggesting was having no effect on his behavior. If anything it was having the opposite effect. So I say more, maybe a week now. And I say a week, because now I am waiting for him to replace the washer-dryer in the basement he somehow vandalize, along with the microwave in my kitchen. And of that I propose what I call the month/month rule. If he doesn't replace my washer-dryer in the basement, and replace it with another nice one too, he should then face a month in a jail cell for contempt. This will be the test. Because I'm getting sick of this all. And I will now be going thru this with him for the rest of my life. Especially now with all the known, and even someday unknown, damage that Olanzapine did and is doing to me. He has the money, he only has to share a little of it. It's not like he ever paid that much attention to me otherwise. My former psychiatrist said Eric was the kind of person who would even be my chauffeur if needed. But that is ridiculous, I tried to explain to him. And my case can be a test case for all cases like mine. Because people think I can be intimidated. But that is only because they don't know me very well. Well they soon will.