More Important Conclusions.

And like I said, I couldn't believe it when my former therapist told me the police were eying me with suspicion and following me around, when much like with the medical community I had this wild idea they were always there to help me. Because I am a weak, effeminate, handicapped, LGBTQ person living in a very violent city, which has a lot of homophobic hate crime attacks too. Who can't legally own a gun, and wouldn't even know how to acquire one, because I'm just not that kind of person, and then I find out all of that. That, along with the fact I knew for over 20 years that they were trying to take away my car. Just like I've always suspected, even though that would endanger me and destroy my life. For over thirty years now my whole life has been built around my car. And I would be endangered without it. For years I was sure I'd get shot if I didn't have it, like that guard at the drug store I was supposed to be going to. Even though I am a good driver with a good record. And good insurance, unlike most of the people in this city I only found out last year. And where were they with all the crime was being committed? Following around some poor gay guy minding his own business just trying to live his life? Because like I told that court once, we had an incident like that around 2000 in a local park, Rouge Park, where the police were harassing and arresting gay men on trumped up charges. As part of their private moral and political agenda, not to serve or protect the people of Detroit. And like I said, I found out in 2013 the first responders in Oakland County are somehow involved too. Which makes even less sense. And there's a lot of crime there too, though not as much as in Detroit. Like I said early on, I need to know the police are there to protect me and that I can turn to them for help always. But so far I have no reason to believe anything has changed. And I have to be taken off that dangerous, unnecessary medicine, I have to get the compensation I need to deal with all the hidden damage they did to me and have to settle down and live the rest of the shortened life they left me with in peace. Just the simple existence I always wanted, never anything extravagant. But no one seems to agree with any of that.