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It's really sad, that I am going to a doctor, my family physician, who feels that way about certain groups. I don't know for sure what her attitude is about that. But I always suspected that was it. From the other things I've heard her say in the past. And as I said, I have no other doctor, or doctors, financial consultants, etc., etc. to go to. Someone always picks those people for me. And this new chauffeur thing is a form of abuse. Again because it's ridiculous. Why would I need Eric to take me to any doctors' appointment? And that would make me more late, anyone would know that. And now I guess that mean Eric, she and others are planning something. All I was trying to do now was relax. All I was ever trying to do was relax and have some quality of life. All while every psychiatrist since Dr. Bazini, and many people after, told me I was selfish and immature for wanting that. I've grown to the point where I know that's not true. Just like no one will ever convince me anything that happens was my fault. And yet they still won't let up, and they still won't leave me alone. And they are all protected like I said by a cover of secrecy still.

EDIT: I texted Eric just now:
"No. No one drives me anywhere ever. No one drives me, I don't take buses, Ubers or walk. Until I lose all my limbs. And even then I'll look into a special car for that. And I live independently always too.

And I've noticed you and others claiming they'll stop helping and working for me if I get them in trouble or complain. No, absolutely not. They even have statutes for that, they're called whistleblower laws I believe. That all stops now too, and I have no other people to help me now than the people I already have."