More On My Case And Demands.

There's another thing too. My forcible medication with those horrible antipsychotic neuroleptics. Someone like me with Cerebral Palsy should never be taking them in any form to begin with. And medicines should never damage under any circumstances. It is a gross violation of patient's rights and misuse of medicine. I was reading online that people aren't allowed to do that in even the most extreme cases. And my case is not at all extreme. Quite the contrary. That is actually what makes my case best to look into all these things and make changes in the system. No one could ever claim that they did these things to me because I was a danger to myself or others. And now my hands and feet are permanently damaged, my life is forever shortened with Type 2 Diabetes, and whatever damage that was done to me by those drugs. The damage was done and started decades ago. They still are withholding that information from me. The damage was done and started decades ago, and if I knew I could take affirmative steps to deal with the situation. If not legal, even just to stop taking them on my own. Maybe frankly even hide the pill in my cheek as my parents made sure I swallowed it. Like I started doing in December 1993, and now as I realize how my psychiatrist knew I was doing all along. He gave me a blood test shortly after that, which probably showed him I skipped my psychiatric medicine for that night. So I could go out the next day. Because those medicines made me sleep so much, and I noticed I could get up early the next day if I skipped that one night. But when I started taking that Olanzapine around the early 2000s it was different in its effects on me. So I stopped doing that. But frankly I should have, because the damage that Olanzapine was great, and now it's permanent. That's why they call that a de facto right, and it would have been hard to lock me away for noncompliance or do something like that. There aren't enough beds in Michigan for psychiatric patients who need them, and like I said I have never been a danger to myself or others. And also that is why it is very important I never be sent to a group home even, not even a nice one. Because I'd lose all medical consent there. And they even slip stuff into your food in place like that, like I learned about in 1989. And if I just knew the damage that it was doing to me I could have. But my doctors withheld that information because they thought they knew better than me, or maybe they were under some kind of court order not to tell me. And they told me I was the picture of health, all while they were permanently damaging me with those unnecessary drugs.

Everything that was done in my case that was done was done horribly wrong. And now I am permanently damaged and my life forever shortened. And who knows what care I will need into my old age. It might be very expensive. But my guardian can afford it, living in his rich suburb. And if he doesn't, he can be held in contempt of court and jailed. And also, if he's claiming now that he can't, we need to put in place an auditing process, as I've said. Everything that was done in my case was done horribly wrong, it was all unnecessary and unjustified, and now I am permanently damaged. And I demand that an investigation be done immediately. I demand that and that all responsible for this be held accountable. All responsible from my childhood on. And I want all my medical consent restored to me. And I want all the horrible abuse, the horrible abuse that was systematically used against me since I was a child, to end. And I want all those people who did that through my life to ensure, as payment for their horribly wrongful actions, to make sure I have a good quality of life from now on. And I am going to spend the rest of my life ensuring that is done, exposing all of them. Exposing all of them for what they did to me till the day I die.