More On My Case And My History.

My cousin and guardian Eric is not the only person guilty of horrible patient's rights and other abuses. I have another cousin. But he would never consider himself my cousin. One time we were in the emergency room about 20 years ago. My father had a nosebleed from the Warfarin he was taking. I introduced my other cousin as my cousin and he quickly excused himself, which seemed odd. He later told me it was because I introduced him as my cousin and the staff working there jokingly yelled "Hi, cuzzz!!!". And that filled him with disgust. The mere mention or suggestion that he is my cousin disgusts and enrages him he says. I don't know why because I never did anything to this other cousin. Actually if anything he was bullying me and then avoiding me around 1980, when he found out he was adopted. No. He would always consider himself a nephew of my parents. He would begrudgingly call himself his father's son and his mother's son. Even though he was adopted and his father did horrible things to him. And his mother seemingly allowed it. But don't ever dare call me your cousin, he told me. Call me your adopted cousin, if you absolutely must he said. And he was always taking part in psychological abuse of me. He'd ruin every dinner with him if there were few people there. And he'd always arrive early to my June 26th birthday parties at my home. And he'd be wearing a long-sleeved leather jacket. And then he'd go down to my basement and spend an unusually long time there. And he was really responsible for much of that psychological abuse starting 2004 that led to seven years of suicidal ideation, and really almost ended tragically a couple of times too. When I was in Sinai-Grace 5 South in April of 2004 he came to see me after my suicide attempt with my father. And then he pretended to accidentally let it slip that he knew all about what led to my suicide attempt. A news story in the national news, my irrational fear, and people's claim starting around 1995 or 7 that they'd find some way to put me in prison. Because I was a dangerous mental patient and that's where I belonged. Then he pretended to accidentally let it slip, he got a knowing smile on his face and left abruptly at that point from the hospital. And then the other horrible threats and psychological abuse began at 5 South shortly after that.

I think Eric should face some jail time for what he did to me. And so he'd be compliant in the future and a good guardian too. But my other cousin claims he isn't even my relative in his eyes. So, if he was consciously aware of psychologically abusing me. And consciously aware of leading me to seven years of suicidal ideation that almost led to tragedy once or twice. And if no one was coercing him to do it, then prison time is what he should face if possible. And I think most people would agree with that.