More On My Case.

Like I said, for years I wondered who would be capable of such extreme mental abuse like I was subjected to, and the horrible threats, starting before age 18 even I think, and whether the threats would ever come true. I really thought for a while maybe I wasn't even supposed to tell others of the abuse I receive. Not only did it include severe emotional abuse, but it seems to have involved the mental health services of Michigan. And also people like teachers, and doctors, and police and EMT's. But there was never any physical abuse I always noticed. Though the threats had to become more and more realistic because I was beginning to see thru them. But I wonder if there really was no physical abuse, because now I am damaged permanently. There's permanent nerve damage to my feet, and actually both hands my doctor now tells me. And neuropathy in all of them too, along with Type 2 Diabetes. Although that one doctor says I'm all over my diabetes. (I don't know about that though. The doctor who told me that I have neuropathy and nerve damage in both hands now also used to tell me my neuropathy is all gone too.) So that could be physical abuse. And it could be the answer to their constant quest to take all the simple pleasures away from me, for whatever reason they were doing that. Because if I lost my feet or lost use of my feet, there'd no longer be any walks in the park. And if I lost my hands too. I don't know what quality of life I'd have just spending the day getting around in a wheelchair. And without hands I probably wouldn't even be able to drive. And driving it what every is based on now. Not just my happiness and leisure, but my independence, my well-being, my medical consent and my safety. And then I don't know what I'd do. Plus this new form of abuse, fighting a hopeless battle trying to show people I know all about the deception now, and how I am denied all access to the legal system, even though that would never be justified even for the worst villain. And I'm certainly nothing like that anyways. But this final abuse, fighting a hopeless battle that will never end, will be successful. It will finally be successful because I'll never know when it's over. And so far no one has even had the decency to lie to me and tell me it is.