More On My Case.

Like I said, my therapist did say that all of what I am going thru is to hide the horrible mistakes of others. I think what he said was that others might get in trouble with what I am doing. But that is what that obviously means. And like I was telling people at DMC Sinai-Grace hospital when I was there just now for two weeks, I will have to ramp up my efforts to expose them. Expose them and have them held accountable for what they did. Because they are hurting me. That new 7.5 mg dose of Olanzapine will damage me. And we all know whoever is doing that will make sure my doctors won't warn me this time. And then I could lose everything. My independence, my consent all my quality of life. And this all has larger implications too. This same logic could be used to harm others that way. It probably is, they just don't know. I read online you are supposed to even hurt the worst criminal with medicine, and I am a very good person. It will be harder, because my case is clearly going nowhere. People like Wayne County Probate court just continue to deny it and ignore me. And people like Wayne County Probate court and the Detroit Police (both who are obviously involved in this) clearly don't care and are protected by sovereign immunity in any event. Plus with this new higher dose I will probably be sleeping more, and who knows what damage it will do to my body in the short term too. I'd rather be enjoying a good quality of life. But I guess that will never be possible in my life. (Like I've said, people like Dr. Bazini have told things like I am not suffering enough or experiencing enough hardship. And people even now say that I should work long hours for little pay like the average American. But now I know none of that was ever true.) And with forced hospitalization for absolutely no reason, this has reached a frightening new level. Frightening new level instead of improving like it should by now. But I guess I have no control of that either.

Eric will stay my legal guardian too. As I keep saying, I actually thought that was a good idea myself a couple of years ago before I even knew. All anyone had to ever do with that was ask me. All anyone had to ever do with anything ever really is ask me. But they never do, they always start hurting me first instead. I also need a new washing machine and microwave. And now of all times Eric choses to go on vacation. (I do see he left my cats some extra water which is at least good. He was about to skip town and let my cats die of dehydration in the middle of a heat wave you know.)