More On My Life.

It may be nothing, but my friend across the street texted me tonight. He said that guy next door doesn't like me throwing stuff in his can on trash day, use his can instead. Sometimes I have extra trash, and occasionally I forget it's trash day. But I never throw anything too gross in there. Just paper and scraps usually. I have a lot of bathroom waste from all my problems, but I always throw that in my own can. But although I could be mistaken, it almost seems like he's angry at me. But what did I do? I have been abused all my life, and I will be 60 in a couple of years. I just want to live the rest of my life in peace free of more abuse. But they seem to have other plans. And I still have unusual symptoms. Tired all the time with still a strong smell to my urine. I thought my GP was going to fill me in on more but she never did. Plus I might just live the rest of my life living here. I don't really have the strength or energy to fight them for the rest my life. And all my possessions are here. Plus I still can't figure out why they can't fell me my diagnosis. That would help matters, if I just knew what was wrong.