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There's also the issue of dealing with urgent matters and minor emergencies. Dealing with major emergencies too. Because, and I know I'm not supposed to criticize Eric, but actually I told people long ago. I really could never rely on him in an emergency. This was at the time when people were trying convince me Eric was to be my chauffeur now. But like I said, if I got a flat tire, he'd never help me. And he doesn't even like driving thru Detroit, much less was he going to become my official chauffeur. But there is the issue of flat tires now. Flat tires and if my car needs repairs. If it breaks down or I need a new car. I know Eric was supposed to replace my washing machine, but he never did. It is the end of the holiday now, so maybe that will make a difference. And I'm still trying to figure out what happened to my washing machine, and microwave too. It looks like they were both destroyed. I don't know by whom or how because I wasn't home. I was just trying to enjoy a relaxing evening at home. And then I was forcibly taken to Sinai-Grace hospital. Because my neighbors were worried about me they said. There's also the matter of long term issues. Like driving with a special car if it comes to that. I know I can still drive now, but I don't know if that will go on long-term. My doctors won't even tell me what's wrong, and now my symptoms seem to be changing. All while nothing is being done and no one is helping me. One doctor said if that happens, you can drive with socks. I thought he meant for a short time, until I get a special car. But I am beginning to think he meant for the rest of my life that way. The reason why I can't do that, I told him, is because my car floor is dirty. (I don't have any food or food wrappers there now, and I have a new system where I put my trash in a small trash holder that I keep next to me now.) But my car floor is very dirty. And I am prone to things like infections, with those dirty socks that would lead to. It's hard for me to do laundry. Especially if I'll be going out at night to do it now for the rest of my life, like I am also beginning to suspect. And it's winter. I'll have dirty wet socks now. Moisture will get trapped in my boots. And it'll be hard for me to take off and put on my boots in the car as I enter and leave. I don't know how I did things like that in the past. Like put on my pants and put on my shoes. I think I may have done it standing up somehow. But now that is all becoming an issue. And even if something like that happens, and Eric claims he'll get me a special car right away, that will never happen. I'll wait and wait. And I'll be in the house. I'll eventually run out of food, I won't be able to get to my doctors. And then I don't know how long that will last. For the rest of my life I guess. I'll have to be living that way. And no one is helping now and nothing being done and no one cares. And like I said, I am just one flat tire away from all of the above beginning.